Life Of A Popiah

Day 1 of C-Diet

2011-09-19T17:27:00.005+08:00

DAY ONE OF NEW DIET!

decides to start blogging again because i feel that like my life's a little fked up.
so probably needa keep a review of myself to keep myself in check haha

ok i am now in the middle of my JC 2 prelim and everything kind of sucks so i rather not talk about it. but just want to say i've been getting fatter so decided to start a new diet which my friend suggested, that comprises mainly of protein and less of carbohydrates. i am weighing 74kg now, hope it works!

so went to the supermarket to get started with what i am going to eat for the next two days. i will probably continue if it feels good! bye bye white rice, hello red beans and tuna!

The only person who can tell you "you can't"
is you yourself,
and you do not need to listen to it.

2010-08-06T22:51:00.002+08:00

yes i am back to blogging. hahas.
okay life's good. hahas. picked up
poker recently. hahas. did my cycling
component training today. hahas.
cycled about 8.6km and saw quite a lot of
MJ people along the route. hahas.

and tomorrow will be another day burnt because
of YOG. hahas. 8-5. dont think can really do work
then. hahas. rachel came to my house today and
watched Bounty Hunter together. hahas. the show
not bad larh.

okay currently i am not satisfied with myself and
i think i can do better in everything!

You cannot dream yourself into a character:
you must hammer and forge yourself into one.

2010-06-17T13:55:00.002+08:00

TAGBACKS;
[rachel] hahahahas. =D

just back from swimming. hahas. swam 20 laps but
wasn't feeling too good this morning so didn't
really swim as good as usual. hahas. and yes,
ncc spec course finally ended yesterday. hahas.
nothing much to say about it because honestly
nowadays de spec course is a waste of time and
quite slack compared to my time. hahas.

and i've decided that i will sign up for HP TRI-Athlon
if my MRI results is good. hahas. it's a sprint larh,
so not really the olympic kind of distance. it's
750m swim, 20km bike and 5km run so should be okay
for me larh. hahas. the only problem is i need to
get a bike soon because it's in october. hahas.
okays gonna eat lunch now. having cheerleading
outing later. hope downtown wont flood like what happened
to orchard yesterday. hahahas.

You are the sun in my day,
the wind in my sky,
the waves in my ocean,
and the beat in my heart.

2010-06-15T21:29:00.004+08:00

hahas. just back from my MRI scan and dinner.
woke up around 5 plus for the second day of ncc
spec course. today's training was held outside HQ
at Singapore Army Museum, Singapore Discovery Centre
and SAFTI MI. hahas. so my first station was the army
musuem so me and another two guys from west district
just woke around on our own in the musuem. hahas. went to
try out the SAR21 IMT and went for some mini 4D show
on SAF trainings. hahas. seriously SAF is imba. hahas.
and the trainings are just awesome. hahas. and that's what
inspire me to join the commandos SOF.

left around 11am because i need to go home and rest as i
cant eat and drink for 8 hours before the scan. the MRI scan
was quite cool. they put you in a very narrow tunnel-like
thingy for around 20mins. the results will only be out 2
weeks later. hahas. once the results are positive, wah i
will chiong already ah. hahas.

shall post some pictures on the YOG grooming session that
i attended last saturday. seriously i think it was a waste
of time because you woke up at 6am, travelled all the way to
kent ridge, then did some stuffs which you knew. what we did
was actually taught us how to style hair, how to wash face,
and how to stand up straight. hahas. end of story. i must
admit in this world a lot of stuffs are like idiot proof
but honestly i respect those whom put in effort for this
behind the scene. tomorrow's last day of spec course. hahas.
can't wait to have some time for myself. oh ya, you can
see the two guys sleeping on the floor in the next picture,
and one of them is me. haahs. because too tired larh.

I will strive
For Honour
and Glory.

2010-06-14T20:58:00.002+08:00

TAGBACKS;
[Alan] hahas. ncc is my life larh. enjoy what you do and you'll find time inside! hahas.
[debra] yeah i finally got it updated! hahas. yeah but too busy already. hahas. how're you!

just back from NCC East & West Phase 3 Spec
Course. hahas. not bad larh, today's all the tests.
so tomorrow and wednesday will be quite slack already.
hahas. and i got a post of APC, which is Assistant
Platoon Commander. not bad already larh for a newbie
like me. hahas. cause the other PC & APC is Cadet Lieutenant.
and guess what, my the other APC is Helmi, whom is the
guy whom taught me and took me when i was having
specialist course two years ago. hahas. fate sia.
actually i was afraid of being an APC at first cause
i have to work with people i am not really that close
and they are like old birds sia. what if i make a
mistake. hahas. but not bad larh, both of them quite kind
to me and gave me chance to take the platoon, and i
feel just like a PC! hahas. actually why i want to
go ncc course other than for promotion is that
because ncc taught me too much already. and it's
time i give back some. hahas.

ahhhhh tomorrow have to report at army museum by 7.15am.
hahas. but lucky i leaving at 11am for my MRI scan, which
i cant eat and drink for 8 hours in advance so i need to
go home and rest. hahas. actually i don't know why, but
i just really enjoy wearing the ncc uniform. hahas. and
it's good doing something you enjoy.

2010-06-13T18:40:00.002+08:00

okay okay i'm gonna book in in like
1 and a half hour time. hahas. actually
abit sian ah. went to see a doctor in the
morning cause i'm like coughing for two
weeks already. hahas. then went for a swim,
complete 20 laps in around 30 minutes. i
got the stamina but my hands are not strong enough.
hahas. honestly i think i've recovered but
still needa go through a MRI scan to confirm.
still remember my body broke down when i was
at the peak of my running career. hahas. i could
reach 21km in less than 2 hours. but now i
needa start from scratch again but honestly i
don't mind because i won't make the same mistakes
again. hahas. i aim to beat mok ying ren but for
now, i hope to break the maz meridian record for
2.4km first. hahas. and my target, 7mins.

At the top of the world,
you have only yourself
to beat.

2010-06-11T23:08:00.004+08:00

ok i am just back from ncc BBQ. hahas.
actually nothing much, everyone looks the
same except wilfred's hair got curlier. hahas.
so woke up today, went for PDS training from 8am-2pm,
then lunched at 85 and went home and sleep. hahas.
then went for a jog, completed 6km in 34mins. hahas.
the feeling is back already. will slowly increase the
mileage and soon i will be running intervals again. hahas.
now my goal is to at least get into top 10 for the NUS run
2010 but i havent sign up sia. dont know registration close
already not. hahas.

ahhhhh i want to study but no time ah. this holidays like so
busy ah. almost every week i got one camp. today NCC, tomorrow
YOG, sunday night need to book in, then next mon to wed is ncc east
and west phase 3 spec course. i think esther lai will be meeting
me again soon ah. hahas. GG ah.

yays the good thing is just came back from Leadership Training Camp
two days. i dont know why i got no mood to post ah, maybe because
i have to wake up at 5.45am tomorrow. hahas. but LTC was fun, made
many many awesome friends. didn't really expect it to be so good
because i was expecting to sleep in tents and do things like OBS but
we got to sleep in air-conditioned chalets with toilet attached ah.
IMBA sia. hahas. learn a lot a lot of new skills which ncc didn't
taught me and now i dare to say, I AM MORE CONFIDENT! hahas.

now my personal goals or rather i would like to do is be a more enthu
house captain and ensure i lead my house comm with a shared vision
because it took me one year to realise how come my batch ncc didn't turn
out so well even though we are like one of the strongest batch is that
we didn't have a shared vision. so, i won't make the same mistake again.
hahas. for ncc, i hope to help the juniors to establish a good foundation
for AHSNCC as a PDS school. hahas. i hope one day AHSNCC can be the best
PDS school in singapore.

but for now, i gotta sleep first.

I M B A!
IMBA IMBA ALL THE WAY!

2010-06-06T19:38:00.005+08:00

just back from playing some bball downstair. hahas.
okays today was just a normal day. woke up, went to
cut my hair, then went to fetch rachel and went back
to my house. hahas. then i went for a run about 5km,
then went to play bball. hahas. ah i can't wait to run
back long distance but need to slowly start from scratch.

oh biz club bbq on friday night was fun. hahas. at first
i reached there about 6 plus then a few of us decided to
play soccer with some strangers. hahas. then after went
back to bbq and we realise we can't start the fire. hahas.
but lucky i ate before i went. then just bbq, talk cock,
play cards all the way till 10 plus then went home. walked
home with si jie and two other J2s then we started talking
about the mayan calendar then i found out it's actually
quite interesting. hahas. i'm beginning to find biz club
quite fun actually, although initially i joined house comm
to quit biz club. hahas. shall post some pictures.

and Leadership Training Camp is tomorrow. hahas. we gonna
go to Kota Tingi in M'sia. and i've prepared for the worst
case senario such as lousy living conditions. hahas.
hope it'll be fun.

Love makes the time pass. Time makes love pass.

2010-06-04T16:24:00.002+08:00

Yeah just back from LTC briefing. hahas.
gonna go for some MJC leadership training camp
next mon-wed. didn't go to school today i went
for physiotherapy. and guess what, i'm discharged!
hahas. so now the key factor is the MRI scan. if
it's fine so means i'm fine already. hahas. after
having the pain for like almost 1 year already.

went for a swim in the morning. hahas. swam 20 laps
in less than an hour, including stopping time. i guess
now i have to get used to constant swimming with stopping
because i can't stop in the middle of the sea during a
biathlon.

gonna go for biz club bbq later. hahas. hope it doesn't rain.

You can try and fail
but dont fail to try.

2010-06-03T23:43:00.006+08:00

TAGBACKS;
[hi] don't know larh. hahas. i just restarted posting mah. (:

yo everyone! i am just back from my 4D3N
NUS Business Championship 2010! hahas. i went
with MJC Biz Club larh. what's this is actually
1) go there make new friends
2) go there learn more about business subjects in NUS
3) solve a business case to win

hahas. my team was si jie (my fellow joker and gangster),
charmaine and liwei. hahas. we didn't win larh. because
it was really very competitive with other top JCs in
Singapore eg RJC, ACS(I)JC, HCJC, VJC sending all their
top people from their school whereas MJC is just anyhow
send the first come first serve basis people. although we
didn't win, we really had fun and now i'm more keen into
getting into uni because i think i will love uni life. hahas.

hahas. if you were to ask me, got any chio bus at the camp,
the answer is no larh. hahas. actually the camp was an
eye-opener because we went to visit SIA Training Centre
for new air steward and air stewardess. so the eye-opener
thing was that we got see stimulators of the first class
seats in SIA as well as 'The Suite' (cost $24,000 per ticket)
of the Airbus A380! so what we did is we spent 36 hours
(include sleeping time, bathing time, slacking time) staring
at a lap top each and trying to identify the key issues that
SIA is facing today and possible strategies to adopt. this
is much much tougher than PW because you need to have statistics
behind each point you make and those statistics can take up
to hours to collate from the net as you need to identify
the sources that speak the truth. hahas. i admit i'm no expert,
but at least i agar know what business sch in NUS study so i might
take up business in the future. hahas.

seriously i will admit that it was an eye-opener because
1) you get to stay in NUS hostel
2) maybe next time no chance go NUS
3) get to visit SIA Training Centre (restricted to public)
4) learn more about business strategies
5) meet new friends
6) get to wear MJ blazer
7) get to know how uni life is like

so i didn't regret larh. hahas. but now need to catch up a lot
because i missed 4 days of school and i'm gonna miss school
again tomorrow because of physio therapy. and tomorrow's a busy day!
1) 20 laps of swimming @ 8.00am
2) physiotherapy @ 9.30am
3) Biz Club CCA @ 12.30pm-1.30pm
4) LTC Briefing @ 2.30pm - ?
4) Biz Club BBQ @ after LTC briefing

and for the next 2 weeks, i have like 1 3D2N camp per week so i'm
gonna die. hahas. actually i think i'm hardworking, but i just
needa have better time management and make more time for myself
to breathe. hahas. can't wait to run back my 10km! starting to run
already, and can't wait to make it for a biathlon this year! but
sadly there isn't any locally. hahas. i intend to focus on 10km runs
first and make them below 1 hour before AHM or SCM!

MJC Biz Club

2010-05-28T22:59:00.013+08:00

yes first day of holiday is here! hahas.
went to watch shrek forever after with rachel
in the morning. then just went home and slack the
the way away. hahas. i think i needa start working
hard soon. been so busy this few days. hahas.
cheerleading finally came to end! i not really sad
that it ended but also not really happy because it
ended. i don't know why the way i treat things now
it's like a 'dream'. i've been feeling neutral about
almost everything. hahas. but still kudos to the
Miranda 7th House Comm for all their hard work now!
and it's now our turn. hahas. shall post some
cheerleading pictures.

oh and shall post some pictures about the Weightlifting
Validation Exercise last week! the experience is awesome,
because you get to see really cool things and work with
people from all ages. hahas. can't wait for the actual
YOG to start.

ah i'm gonna go for my Biz Club competition
at NUS from next mon to thur. hahas. i wonder how're
the other schools like but it's like we win something
for MJ. (;

Run till you got
nothing left.

2010-05-25T23:24:00.002+08:00

hi i am just back from cheerleading.
you know i have been wondering this for a long time,
will i be a good house captain? or should i even choose
to be a house comm member since the start? is this
really meant for me? i am not regretting but i don't know
if i am up to the task. to me, a good house captain can
rara the crowd, he have the initiatives but somehow there
is this obstacle or barrier in me that i can't cross.
i lost all the confidence i used to have. i've become
quiet again, i don't know what to do, i don't know what
to speak. there are so much people out there better than me.

once my motto for life was to live the best out of everything,
and i told myself i want to be the best until the very last moment.
but somehow i lost the motivation to work harder. maybe because
as you grow older you began to realise the reality. I don't know
what to do, someone please encourage me.

"Yi Jun, running is your stage. I thought you always wanted to
perform here?"

Someone once told me this and I told myself i will be the best
runner in Singapore but I know this will never come true.

A bird without wings can
never fly.

2010-05-24T21:43:00.003+08:00

ah i am so tired. hahahas.
so went to school today, left half-way
to Changi General Hospital for my medical appt.
So finally the doctor have arranged me to go on
a MRI scan on 15 Jun.

had cheerleading today. cheerleading is awesome.
hahas. the spirit is sky high man. i am just so tired.
i need a nap now. and i'm gonna submit my ncc
promotion form tomorrow. hahas.

SO TIRED.

2010-05-24T01:11:00.003+08:00

I once decided that I shouldn't blog until i
am able to run back my 10km but i guess i should
blog because i always use my blog as a reflection
of myself. hahas. currently my life's screwed.
too much things to do in too little time. hahas.

oh currently i am in MJC, and i am dying. hahas.
i think if i don;t start to work hard i will really
get kicked out. even the principal had talked to me.
hahas. and my back's fine now, i mean not really but
the doc guess it's a slip disc and i am gonna do the MRI
scan tomorrow i guess. hahas. hope i can get better.

spent my weekends being a YOG flagbearer,
currently they're having Weightlifting, Singapore Open,
something like a rehearsal for us before the actual YOG.
It was an eye-opener, especially when cheryl is the
commentator. hahahas.

now my goals are:
1) Be a good captain
2) Get top for everything in my class
3) Be the fastest runner in MJ
4) Do the most pull-ups in MJ

i wanna do all these because,
that's how i used to be,
and i want to continue it.

8th Miranda House Comm!

2010-04-06T18:25:00.002+08:00

1% - WEARINESS IS A MOMENT, REGRET IS FOREVER.

2010-04-05T23:05:00.003+08:00

2010-01-16T23:36:00.001+08:00

I'm like now NCC all the way~~~~

have ncc almost everyday including saturdays and sundays~~~~
hahas. oh ya yi jun's not gonna swim until his back recover.
hahas.

2010-01-03T20:49:00.006+08:00

TAGBACKS;
[JiaRong] hahas. next sunday swim again larh. hahas.
[Rara] hahas. saw you today.

ah so tired now. too lazy to blog
cause my main computer is spoiled for
quite some time already but got nothing
to do now so decided to blog now. hahas.
went with jia rong to tampines swimming
complex today to swim. same same. swam
40 laps (l lap=1 end to the other) of
freestyle. saw wen yong they all. then went
to west plaza and eat with jia rong before
heading home for some rest. rest awhile alrd
then go zena's house to play mahjong with
jia rong, geraldine, zena and jia yi. hahas.
not bad larh. jia rong kept winning. hahas.
the girls won a lot at the start after when
we started winning they become kanasai alrd.
hahas. then went to play basketball near
jia rong's house with the same people. then
after that alan and another guy came, forgotten
how to spell his name. hahas. not bad ah,
although alan looks quite skinning and frail
but he quite fast and jump quite high in bball.
then jolene and kimberly came to discuss
what 6A outing. talked damn long but most
of the time=talk cock. hahas.
so basically that's what i did today. hahas.

31 Dec 09 - 01 Jan 10
went for specialist checkup on 31 Dec 09's morning,
now have to go for physiotherapy, then if my back
still not ok have to go for MRI scan. hahas. then
at night went to rachel house to countdown. rachel's
sister's friends also came. hahas. played awhile dai di
and mahjong then went to countdown alrd. hahas.
countdown in front of the tv. hahas. then went to
sleep in rachel's study room. hahas. next morning woke up,
went to swim at her house swimming pool, then went home
and sleep some more. hahas. so this point of time i'm
in 01 Jan 10 alrd ah. hahas. then at night went to eat
with rachel's family at some chinese restaurant at
century square, then went to watch Bodyguards and Assassins
with them at Ehub. hahas. so that's what i did for
my new year's eve and new year day. hahas.

some days ago... ...
forgotten which day was this but went to fly
kite with rachel near pasir ris park after getting
my free Subway bike that i won in some crap event.
hahas. i swear the next time when i go fly kite,
i will make sure my string is at least 1 km long.
hahahas. if not the short ones all no fun one.
oh ya, i think on the same day rachel and i went
to play arcade bball and i think we got quite a good
score. hahas.

Christmas Day!
alright, spent christmas with rachel. hahas.
met her in the afternoon and went to her mother's
church in the evening. then went to her house
for dinner. hahas. she got two cousins whom
are quite cute. hahas. and rachel got me a
goofy soft toy for chirstmas. hahas.

i guess that's all bah. results coming out soon.
most of the people i know are hoping to hit mjc.
hahas. if we all get in i won't mind larh. cause
i guess having fun will be the only thing that attracts
me in jc. hahas.

It's easy to fall in love.
The hard part is finding someone to catch you.

2009-12-25T12:06:00.004+08:00

TAGBACKS;
[Kevin] hahas. merry x'mas to you too. (:
[hi] hahahas. for what. (x

HO HO HO, merry x'mas to everyone!
started my day with 40 laps
(one end to the other end = 1 lap)
at tampines swimming complex. hahas.
completed it in about 1 hour. and
thanks to jia rong now i can get to
tampines swimming complex faster
with bus 34. hahas. have to swim
so much because gonna chiong food
at rachel's house tonight. hahas.

you must be thinking. hahas. why
am i chionging so much into swimming?
hahas. because i want to surpass
mok ying ren. and i believe one day
i can do it. hahas.
“要做就做到最好，不然就不要做”

went to jurong water theme park ytd
with ncc gang. hahas. not bad larh.
it was quite fun, especially at the wave pool.
hahas. but once you have sit the slide
you will find think that, "actually that's all?"
so my advice to you if you go there is
to start from lazy river, then go to the wave pool
and then the slides. hahas. then met up with
rachel and rented some dvd to watch with her.

Yi Jun's rating: 2 stars
the name of the movie is obvious from the picture, so
actually this movie is about 2 divers living off hawaii,
being hired by some underworld people to search for some
smuggled goods underwater. and at first they thought the
people hired them purely for scuba diving but when they
found out the truth, troubles started coming in. i must say
this movie is more of action packed type but the plot is
really very boring. hahas. and to all guys, i don't know
if this is appealing but there's a lot a lot a lot of
nude scenes in the movie, so it's like the nude scene of
titanic x10. and the nude scene is really you can see one
and it's very obvious it's nude scene larh. hahas.
oh btw the movie is NC-16.

k so gotta go and changed. meeting rachel soon.
hahas. seeya.

When you look at me, when you think of me, I am in paradise.

2009-12-20T20:13:00.007+08:00

TAGBACKS;
[hi] hahahas. just chiong for it ah! hahas.

yo. just back from guitar with serene and wei en.
hahas. not bad larh. quite fun. then went to swim
with alan, jia rong and wei en in the morning, swam
about 20 laps (my laps means go and come back=1 lap).
not bad, it was a great swim with freestyle all the way.
hahas. but this should be the last time i'm swimming.
because my back have finally came to his limit. hahas.
now it's so pain until i cant stand properly and the pain
is moving to the spine. hahas. GG-fied. so will be going
CGH A n E tomorrow to get referred to a specialist. hahas.

so shall talk about my cycling trip with rachel yesterday.
it was definitely BOOMZ. went for company run in the
morning but did not run. hahas. then took a cab to find
rachel and headed down again to ecp. so everything till then
was nice nice, all swee swee. we even went to take a picture
with the same clothes at the almost same spot where we took
our first photo together 3 years ago.

us on 30 November 2006.

us still standing strong on 19 December 2009.

so just after we took our picture, it started raining.
but we went on, heading with only changi beach nasi lemak in
our mind! but as we slowly reach the safra resort at changi,
the CAT 1 alert was sounded and we can see real lightning
near the sea region. then it started pouring. hahas. for
great fans of ECP, you all should know as we approach the
last stretch of ECP for changi beach, there is totally no
shelter and we had no choice but to take shelter under
the shortest tree we can find so as to not get struck by lightning.
hahas. then we went to the end, and headed back, thinking
of returning the bike and it started pouring cats and dogs
and we were all drenched, and we took shelter under a toilet
for like 1 hour but nothing change! all we can see is just
happy kids rolling in the mud. hahas. remind me of primary sch
days. hahas. where we will purposely get wet.

not bad larh the cycling trip. hahas. good experience.
headed back and rented 'I love you beth cooper' to watch!

Yi Jun's rating: 3 stars
not bad. quite funny at some parts. but story plot to me
was quite boring. hahas. that was nudity and a bit of sexual
stuffs larh. hahas. if you bored can rent and watch. (:

Love at first sight is easy to understand;
it's when two people have been looking at
each other for a lifetime that it becomes a miracle.

2009-12-18T20:52:00.004+08:00

TAGBACKS;
[Kevin] hahahas. the video damn funny. hahas.

went back for training today. as usual,
8 to 5. then the same old thing, pds pds pds.
hahas. the only thing that brightened up my day
was that when i was going home with wei en,
there was this very funny looking group of people
from subway with their pongs pongs outside the entrance
of whitesand. hahas. then they came up to me and wei en
and started asking us to give them one minute. then they
asked me to lift some foldable bicycle for 20 times in
front of all the passer bys and gave me that foldable
bicycle for free. hahas. i was like wth at that time cause
i still dont know what happened then i think they asked me
cause i was wearing my ncc uniform at that point of time.
seriously damn paiseh with all the people looking at me
then the group of people just shout shout shout but still,
it's quite fun larh. cause you still need some things
to brighten up your day. hahas.

Yi Jun's rating: 5 stars
Avatar, went to watch it with rachel yesterday. hahas.
okays the brief summary of the story is that mankind
found a new planet with this people call Na'vi clans
living on the planet. hahas. so human have been trying
to create avatars, which is the blue alien thingy that
looks alike to the same type of people living on the
planet. hahas. so human can somehow use their nervous
system to drive the avatars which is created genetically
similar to them. so there was this crippled guy who
was a spy sent by mankind and in the end fell in love
with the Na'vi clans and stayed with them to resist
mankind and eventually converting himself to the Na'vi clans.

so what's so nice about the movie? honestly i will rate
it to be one of the nicest movie i watched so far in my life.
the duration for the movie is very long and probably as long
as any harry potter sequels but this movie is definetly not
boring and will make you want to follow up to know the ending.
despite being a fantasy based movie, this movie is good in a
sense that there is a touch on love story in the movie and
with all the effects, bravo! hahas. serious. i think the effects
own transformers 2. hahas. cause not only the characters are
created based on effects, most of the background is also created
based on special effects. so if you have time, it's definitely
worthy of your time.

had prom a few days ago. hahas. not bad. hahas. but i'm not happy
cause my hair is very short. hahas.

yay finally i'm going cycling with rachel tomorrow. hahas.
i don't know why but i just really like cycling with her, on
a double bike. hahas.

Human often waste time looking for the perfect lover,
instead of creating the perfect love.

2009-12-15T16:37:00.004+08:00

had east district meeting last saturday.
hahas. get to know that our district specialist
was from ahs. hahas. dont think that guy is from
ncc but i guess it will be damn sian to be posted
to ncc. hahas.

east district 58th coc intake.

east district cadet officers.

so tired now. hahas. ran around this morning
just to get the black belt for prom tonight.
yesterday was the first training. hahas. i really
miss ahs. hahas. still thought i was dreaming when
i enter the school. hahas. training was okays.
and guess what happened when i first return to
ahs after so long? rachel and me got locked up
in the second and third level of the school,
because i went for a shower after training
(which the toilet had no water and i had to
bathe beside a tap beside a toilet bowl),
and uncle hassan closed all the shutter. hahas.
at that point of time my whole mind was like
wtf wtf wtf. hahas. but somehow i wanted to
try getting locked up and so i bathe a little
bit slower. hahas.

so in the end rachel and i jumped through a
window behind the general officer in order to
get out. and the window can only open till a
certain angle and i must really thank god that
i am able to squeeze through it. hahas.
i think i should start preparing for prom later.
seeya.

It takes 3 seconds to say 'I Love You' but a lifetime to prove it.

2009-12-13T15:08:00.012+08:00

YO YO YO! the 3 weeks NCC cadet Officer course have
finally came to an end. to me it's like 3 years have
passed. hahas. i'm not gonna make any comments on this
course, in case next time ahsncc no more officers. to
sum up, the course was challenging. (:
and wei en and i met quite a funny CLT, his name is
kevin from vjc. hahas. seriously damn funny la him.

i'm really bored now. my brother just downloaded counter
strike into the computer after i told him to do so 4 years
ago. hahas. and rachel's oversea so i really got nothing to
do and i really want to go cycling with her. hahas. finished
my prom stuffs already, except the belt so gonna get it tomorrow.

gonna post some pictures on last fri's POP!

If i had a single flower for everytime i thought of you i could walk forever in my garden.

2009-12-08T22:13:00.003+08:00

TAGBACKS;
[Alan Wee] hahas. yeah 3 more days!
[WeiTing] hahahas. but we dont dance anymore.
[passer] hahas. should try new things in your life, but i also want fringe larh. hahas.

3 more days left. we're like slowly counting down.
hahas. although i hate myself to be in this course
now but sometimes in life you have to do things that
are beyond your choices; do things you hate to do.
and in the future, this moments will be the times
you remember the most and will be those very few that
you will tell yourself, "I DID IT!"

so we had situational test today. hahas. the name actually
explains evertything. then had live firing of SAR21 rifle
today. so actually right, i guess somehow ncc had prepared
me for NS already. hahas. cause nowadays NCC and SAF trainings
are getting connected via various newly initiated programs.
then rachel came to my house. hahas. she's flying on thursday
so must try to spend more time with her. hahas.

gonna post some pictures and talk about last friday. hahas.
we had a dinner held at some suntec convention hall ballroom
by the Singapore Maritime Association? (SMA) forgotten what
does it stands for. hahas. the food was simply marvellous.
hahas. best meal i ate so far in my whole life in like those
formal events. hahas. but honestly i must admit that i'm quite
happy in my platoon for the ncc course because they're always
tonnes of amusing and funny people that keep your day up.

Immature love says: 'I love you because I need you.' Mature love says 'I need you because I love you.'

2009-12-07T22:37:00.005+08:00

i am like so tired now. hahas.
i'm like travelling from joo koon to pasir ris almost everyday.
hahas. damn sian. there's still another 4 more days to end of
course. hahas. but have to stay in on thursday night. and thinking
of how crowded the bathroom will be where you bathe with water up
till you ankle length filled with pubic hair and foam, and how
irritating it will be to sleep when you sweat in your sleep and
get bitten by mosquitoes even under a stinky blanket. hahas.
lucky only one day ah. hahas. i swear i won't touch this kind
of environment again until i reach NS. hahas.

got my prom clothes yesterday. hahas. okays larh. i tried to
find it as cheap asap le. hahas. i'm glad rachel can spend everyday
with me. hahas. if not i'll be quite sian. gonna post some pictures of
ncc dining in dinner last wednesday. i think it's either i'm getting fatter
or my face is growing wider and wider and wider.

Everytime i talk to you i fall even deeper.

2009-12-05T22:34:00.002+08:00

today was rather a peaceful day.
had ncc syndicate rehearsal at the underpass
of citylink via esplanade in the morning. hahas.
i was one of the earliest, so waited for awhile
for everyone to come, did some singing and dance
and went for lunch. hahas. then went for acupuncture
and the doctor suspect that my back pain is due to
some soft tissue injury thingy somewhere deep in my
body near the hip area. so he was like telling me
probably i should see a specialist or something and
get a MRI scan done because muscle strain wont last for
half a year. hahas. and when i asked the price he
gave a very stupid face and answered, "about 800 to 1000,"
hahas. i don't know if he's scamming me. hahahas.

so i don't think i'll be able to start running anytime
in the near future but at least i'm glad i'm still able
to swim. hahas. it had been very long since i last just
dont care about my body and do something crazy. hahas.
gonna have a swim and shop for prom clothes with rachel tomorrow.
i so want to go cycling with rachel now. hahas.

You know you've found love when you look in their eyes and find yourself.

2009-12-04T22:37:00.002+08:00

TAGBACKS;
[JiaRong] kk .ahhahas. but i damn long never play alrd. hahas.
[.SeRene] hahahas. no time ah. (x

today is like probably one of the best day of the ncc course.
and today will also be probably one of the best day of my life.
hahas. i did my jetty jump with no hesitation, all thanks to
rachel. hahas. okays let me give some brief background info,
today is my third time doing jetty jump. i did my first in
OBS, probably 2-3 m high, second in new zealand, probably
four storeys high, and today was about 4 m high. those who
know me well should know i dont dare do this kind of things.
hahas. what i always did was hesitate for very long at the
jumping point, and always ended up the last to jump and
always needed the instructors to push me down when others
are just doing fine. hahas. but rachel told me this the
day before my jump, "close your eyes and take that step out,
because once you take that step out you're almost done,"
because she took hers once and i guess when coming to
such things she have much more balls than me. hahas.

so it was drizzling out there when we were queuing for
our jetty jump and honestly i was really shaking out there.
hahas. serious no joke. and when the guy in front of me
went for his jump i was like, "wth, i want to back out,"
and that's something the old me will do but today, what i did
was i just went all the way up and took a step out and
that's it. hahas. so i have actually learn a valuable lesson
today, sometimes in life we just focus too much on the
possible results and thus unwilling to live for our dreams,
but it's actually quite simple by just taking that simple
step out and everything will be very fine after that.

so i guess i'm one step towards airborne. hahas. i just
hope now my back faster recover and i can resume with
running. hahas. and then we had dinner at suntec convention
hall held by the Singapore Maritime Academy, which just keep
psychoing people to join the maritime industry but its boring
to me larh. and the cool thing about the dinner was that there
were constant tremors like every 6 minutes for the whole dinner,
just like those earthquake ones. at that point i felt like 2012
coming but why will a 3rd storey of the Suntec Convention Hall,
where once the APEC was held will be so weak towards earthquakes
tremors so we just kept thinking that probably some underground
work was being carried out. but it's quite scary. hahas. i don't
mind get trapped in earthquake scenarios as long as i get out alive.

yes yes yes. one more week and we'll be done. hahas. there's
a lot of things i hope to do when i get back to ahsncc but
don't worry, i won't be an asshole when i get back. (:

mind over body.

2009-11-30T23:14:00.003+08:00

alright i'm fine now. hahas.
i'm not going to reply tags because i still have to
book in by 0715 tomorrow. i have to wake up at like
0530 and you must be wondering, "crazy, how come this
guy still online," simply because i'm so so so sian
over my life now. and guess which part of my life i'm at now?
yes, i'm attending a 3 weeks long non-residential ncc leadership
course with wei en that trains you to become cadet officers that
can help back in your ncc units even though you're moving on
to either poly or jc. and i had a really bad day today. sucks.

this is the first day of the second week and we were doing
adventure training today. you may ask, what the hell is that?
yes, as it suggests, it has something to do with adventure.
well, ncc is those type that can afford to on lights during
daytime so you can see how they managed to build all those
cool cool infrastructures in our headquarters (HQ). we have
a flying fox, a rockwall with 6 lanes, a rappelling wall with
6 lanes, high and low elements etc with each about the height
of 5 storeys. wow. you must be starting to wish that you are
a part of ncc but seriously i had a bad day today. firstly,
just to let you guys know, i have a fear of height, but as i
slowly grow up, the phobia starts to disappear and i'm now

First event: my hands just could not listen to me, i just kept falling
off during rockclimbing.
Reason: maybe i too weak.
Second event: I got a screwed up and spoilt harness for rappelling,
so i had to change again and that delayed a lot of my turn time.
Reason: maybe i too unlucky.
Third event: i started rappelling, and my rope got stuck
in the middle of the journey down, the conducting officer replied,
" sorry! got error, i want you let go your black rope. "
and i was like wth. hahas. cause there were 3 ropes attached to me and it's
just like a time bomb, maybe if i had taken off the black rope, i will end
up falling flat on the ground. so the warren officer and the rest pulled me
up because they do not want to take risk, eh it's the conducting officer
fault ah. hahas. and i guess i'm the only guy who got stuck halfway.
(fyi, rappelling is when you are attached to a rope and you just jump your
way down the side of a building)
Reason: maybe i too unlucky.
Fourth event: I went to do high elements, something like an obstacle course
in the mid air, and i took back the same stupid harness again. then had to
go and take a new one again.
Reason: maybe i too unlucky.
Fifth event: we went for paintball shooting. and i was so pumped up for
the close shooting match with another team, we get to shoot each other with
paintball. guess what, after firing 3 rounds, my gun got stuck, and i miss
all the fun.
Reason: maybe i too unlucky.

walao what is this. hahas. hope tmr will be a better day.

Failure lies not in falling down,
failure lies in not getting up.

2009-11-26T23:37:00.004+08:00

i am just sad. i had not been sad ever since sec 1.
i can say i've been through quite some events. i have
people coming up mocking me at my dreams, i have ncc course
mate coming up to me, threw my ncc uniform onto the
floor and mocking my abilities. i have people laughing at
me and making fun of me. i have people stepping on
me when i'm in total despair i never had before. i have
came across things that i knew i couldn't handle and will
end up srewing it. but i always took them with a smile. because i
knew can do it. even though screwing my mye and prelims up,
i wasnt sad because i knew i always had another chance.
when i had to handle ncc projects and duties that was deemed
impossible, i wouldnt be sad even though i screwed it up because
i knew i had a backup plan. there was always hope.

but what will you do if you had a week of hopes that pulled
you through the week and ended up all smashed down, leaving
you all alone? there's no backup plan nor second chance this time.
it's just like a piece of broken glass, no matter how much you try
to slowly put every pieces together, it will never ever be the same.

i'm not angry. i'm just sad. i know there are tons of unfortunate
people out there but i'm just sad. i needed some place to put
everything out if not i will go crazy. i'm really sad because this
thing meant a lot to me. i never felt so sad before. all i learned
in my life only taught me how to deal with failures but not sadness.

i hope that you can give me that moment.

2009-10-20T23:43:00.005+08:00

TAGBACKS;
[shelton] hahas. the shops so little. the only good thing is GST free. hahas. go those arrival hall there larh. super little people.
[clare] i love taking buses, alight, then switch, then take again. hahahas. so not good for me ah.

hahas. just back from studying at changi airport
with rachel. caught the last train. hahas. didn't know
smrt stops operations so early. studying at changi airport
is indeed not a very good thing. time wasted on travelling,
money wasted on food when you can just eat at home etc.
but i can't study at home. home to me is a place where i
relax after a long day of work. hahas.

went to parkway parade to get rachel's present with her,
thn headed down to changi airport. hahas. there's a lot
of japan students coming in from the arrival hall today.
and apparently the guys and girls are not as handsome as
what we always worshipped japan for. hahas. they also
don't look as cool as those people in anime. they just
look normal larh. hahas.

bought some chocolates again. but it's from candy empire.
and it doesn't taste as good as the previous one. hahas.

oh and saw this new sign on the tables outside each a cup
and mrs field. and the sign is glued onto the table.
kinda irritating. hahas. the environment there is really very nice
and cozy for you to study in, and the chairs are really much
much better than our school chairs (to me). and you won't find
a seat so easily until after dinner, because there will be usually
students hanging around. hahas.

a penny saved is a penny earned.

2009-10-19T21:52:00.009+08:00

Today's rachel and my anniversary, so we studied
at my house and went for dinner at ikea. and she got
me this very cute and big tigger while i'm going to
give her some cool stuff tmr.

the food there is really really nice but it does take
a very long time to queue and get your food as well as
to find a table. and the plan to leave my jacket behind
to 'chop' the table failed cause dumby rachel put the
jacket in a very very very secluded spot of the table.
so took some pictures of the food.

so walked around, took some pictures and saw this really cool
picture that i've decided that i will buy and put in my room
in the future when i get my own house/room. (:

“Endurance is not just the ability to bear a hard thing, but to turn it into glory.”
- William Barclay

2009-10-19T00:24:00.001+08:00

TAGBACKS;
[Jose] hahahas. too lazy ah! same to you!
[weexin] kk! i rmb larh! =D
[des] hahas. really? wah blog shop is quite cool, can earn money.
[clare] what hardcore! hahahas. but poly must pay adult bus fare!
[Darren] yoyoyo! good luck for Os!
[VAL(:] hahas. how're you!
[shelton] kk! hahas. no larh i dont, if not rachel will kill me!
[debra] hey! jiayous for Os!

i'm just too lazy to update my blog. hahas.
shouldn't comment on my progress for O's because
i will be so embarrassed by it. hahas. O's is
just a week away.

been studying at changi airport this few days.
hahas. the thing i like about studying there is that
when you're bored. there will be a lot of toddlers
running up to you to amuse you. hahas. they're kind of
cute. so there was this little girl who came up to rachel
and me when we were studying and she just could not
put down rachel's bottle. hahas. then she kept running
around with the bottle. took a pic of her when she wasn't
watching. hahas.

and the good thing about changi airport is that everything is
GST free so things there are a little cheaper than outside,
so got a new pair of goggles (which i scratched it within the
next day) and some yummy chocolates. hahas. there's a lot of
cool chocolates there that you can't get from normal supermarket
like a golden package Tolberone. so here's a pic of what we got although
it's only 100g.

oh ya, went swimming this morning and swam for 20 laps, which is
go there and come back = 1 lap. then saw this serene really really
twins look-alike girl (even the hairstyle is the same) hahas.
but it wasn't her larh. she won't be so 'skinny' to go and swim.
just jk. hahas. i really miss running, can't run due to my back injury
and it's still there. hahas. but now i'm saving for a 2nd hand road bike,
so that i wont get pwned and next year's OCBC 40km!

Happy Anniversary my queen. (:

2009-08-29T22:15:00.000+08:00

Tagbacks

[Rachel (:] k! hahas.
[VAL(:] they have link k! hahahas. they have spaceships that make acid rain. hahas.
[shelton] hahahas. blogshops seemed to be quite in nowadays.
[des] alamak where got. hahas. must learn to appreciate the insights. hahahas.
[hi] now polyclinic must book lei. hahahas. damn kuku.

wow blogger's screwed up. hahas.
yes there's only one week of prelim left and i must
really mug for that one week because i think i will
get like 10% for my amaths. hahahas. today was a rather
long long day to me. went with rachel to T1 then to
bugis to shop for monday's "Be Yourself Day" clothes.
so met at 11am, and there's nothing much at T1 so went
down to bugis. hahas. met quite a lot of people at bugis.
so in the end she bought this $78 dress and i bought this
$68 shorts from Litmus. that shop is quite good although
the price is quite steep. i think their clothes come by
seasons so there a limit to the variations of clothings
in the shop. not bad larh, their clothes for guys are
quite mature so i think its not bad. hahas. then got
another shirt from freshbox to match the shorts.
so after shopping till 4pm we decided to go home. and
guess what, we ended up deciding to wear school uniform
on monday. hahas. cause i think we're too lazy to wear
home clothes for that few hours.

i'm into swimming this few weeks. hahas. probably using
swimming to replace running temporary cause my knees need a
break. so actually going to swimming complex alone is quite
scary because when guys change in the toilets, we will tend
to stare at one another and it is quite awkward and scary,
especially everyone's strangers to everyone. and my aim is
to join a bilathon next year if possible. hahas.

met my primary school friend ytd and had a chat on the bus.
then we started talking about another friend of mine, whom
is a girl and is quite smart (she's our age). so got to
know that she's going to ngee ann poly, not because she's stupid
because her passion for teaching i think. i think she wants
to be a pre-school teacher and ngee ann poly is currently
offering courses that are related to pre-school careers
(if you read the news recently). so a thought struck my mind.
do i want to go to jc because jc people appear to be more clever?
not really because if that's the way, schooling wont be fun. hahas.
so i have decided to study hard now and pick whatever place that
offers me my dream. hahas. i want to invent disposable packet
soap! that does not requires water and vapourise easily while
keeping your hand clean! hahas. dont laugh ah. everyone has their
own dream in one way or another.

k i think now i should get back to reality and continue studying!

Happy are those who dream dreams and are ready to pay the price to make them come true.

2009-08-08T19:55:00.000+08:00

TAGBACKS;
[DarreN] Swim more eat less larh. hahahas. heard that day u chiong food straight after your 15 laps. no good no good. hahahas.

I'm feeling abit of jet lag today. I didn't take a plane
but I woke up at 1 today. And I dreamt that Pasir Ris is
attacked by aliens and my house is meting due to some acid rain
so when I woke up, I thought the dream was like real. Hahas.
But anyways, caught "Up" with rachel yesterday. And I must say
this is the best best best 100000000000 stars cartoon that I ever
watched in my whole life, better than Tarzan. Hahas. Not only the
graphics were great but the storyline was simply touching. The first
5 minutes is enough to make rachel cry out a swimming pool. Hahahas.
So was quite happy because the movie was so so so nice.

So did some homwork today and I think I am getting old. My knees are
hurting so I am saving money now to see a sports doctor after Os
because their first consultation is like 100+ bucks. I heard. And
I think I want to go fishing soon. My line in life is, "Everything
should be tried once!" Cause went for a jog and saw those people
fishing and it looks quite cool and relax. Imagine cycling down
the beach, then go fishing. Wah, perfect life style. Hahas.

I don't want to marry someone I can live with,
I want to marry someone I can't live without.

2009-08-02T20:40:00.000+08:00

TAGBACKS;
[zw] hahas. i see i see. sounds fun. hahas.
[Shiling] k thx! hahas. take care!

Happy Birthday to my sister. Hahas. Her birthday party is
kinda screwed cause my mum cooked plenty of food and only
2 out of 3 friends who don't really like to eat turned up. So it was
rather a bad thing as, I ended up eating quite a lot. :X
But anyways, I think I'm tired. Slacked the whole saturday off
sleeping and eating and playing. My knees and back are breaking too.
It's like the end of the world for me. What if I can't run anymore?
I'm tired of studying. Hahas. I'm tired to hold myself from running.

Oh btw the Flamin Grill at West Plaza (featured on the chinese magazine
that has something to do with the word U) is quite good. Hahas. $7.50++
for a plate of fish and chips, with appetizer and a side dish. Not bad larh,
the fish is quite big and of restuarant standards. The appetizers is also quite
cool because they ranges randomly from a damn big broccoli, a damn big bowl
of super nice mash potatoes or even the kids' favourite wedges. Hahas. So if
you're lucky, you will get something nice. I got mashed potato and my bro got
a big ugly broccoli. Hahas. Lol at him.

Finally supplementry classes have came to as end~~ woohoo~~

Success is not the key to happiness. Happiness is the key to success. If you love what you are doing, you will be successful.

2009-07-24T22:28:00.002+08:00

TAGBACKS;
[Denise] Hahas. The teacher still there ah?
[Shiling] YO! hahas. getting busier lorh. you?
[Josн] hahahas. should go walk around 7-11 opening all the capsules. hahas.
[zw] i see i see. hahas. got competitions?
[aloy] when L1R5 <10! ahahahs.
[wenjie] but i see people hang on bags sometime lei, feel like pulling. hahas.

FRIDAY FRIDAY FRIDAY! Although this week was supposed
to be the long week where lessons were supposed to end
at five everyday. Somehow we often ended early, and the
weather was like so so fine everyday so this week seems
pretty relaxed~
Anyways, went to Rachel's house for lunch and headed for
east coast park. Hahas. We were quite excited about the plan
of cycling from ecp to tampines sunplaze park and returned
the bike there until somethign nearly made us cry. The PCN
pit stop guy said that he needed an IC, if not he have to retained
our ez-link card (IC don't need to be retained). Wah we were
so damn sad so we asked a VJC guy who passed by for his IC but somehow he
refused because he felt it was not safe, although I initially
thought AHS uniform can earn the public soem trust. -.-
So finally the saviour came, some VJC girls who were AHS
alumni as well as Rachel's student camp leader's friend
managed to lent us her IC.

However that was not the end of the whole thing, we went off happily,
on the bike. And seriously the bikes suck to the core. Hahas. We got
a double person bike and the gear was like making super noisy noise
whenever we paddled. Seriously the bike really sucks. So we stopped at
another PCN pit stop to exchanged the bike and we went off happily,
on a new bike (actually it is all old and rusty) once again. That was still
not the end, we met with some mad crazy moutain motorcyclists or whatever
you call them that are dressed like robots and goes jumping from hill to hill.
Wah they like colour blind, can't tell green or red light, nearly screwed
the junction up. So i guess we can't take it anymore with my heavy school bag
so we stopped at another PCN pit stop in changi and returned the bike.
Took a bus home and the bus is so freaking full of people. Hahas.

Then we went TM to walk walk and eat after bathing at my house. Then there was
this moment that was so funny that my blur rachel mistook a bag, that was placed
in another customer's basket, as a bag that is to be showcased. So she pick the
bag up and looked at it, to only find that a guy was standing in front of her,
with his hand grippign tightly to the basket. Hahahas. So damn funny. So went home
after walking a couple of round.

Ah so tired. Guess I shall go sleep now, next week is a long long week. Hahas.

Fly without Wings.

2009-07-13T15:08:00.004+08:00

TAGBACKS;
[VAL(:] hahahas. yeah. hope that plan can suceed. (:
[The Princess Closet] k i tell my gf to. hahas.
[zw] hahahas. kk. you all only do arm based trainings ah? hahas.
[aloy] as in get back my results like last time like that. hahas.
[Jose] hahahas. yeah. is rachel tell me one and i like it quite a lot too. hahas.
[Eileen Jie] hahas. thx! seeya arnd!

Hahas. Actually don't want to blog but quite irritated already.
Cause both Rachel and I (but mostly her) are quite addicted to
buying the 7 Eleven Mr Men and Little Miss capsules so now, we have
got quite a lot of extra. Hahahas. We are not childish but the point
of collecting and opening the capsule is quite addicting and exciting.
Serious. Hahahas. You should try.

So as above, I have (from left to right)
Mr Nosey: x2
Little Miss Sunshine: x4
Mr Small: x3
Little Miss Chatterbox: x3

Hahahas. So I want Mr Strong, Little Miss Naughty or Mr Bump.
Hahas. Who want trade one for one with me also can. =D
Or just buy one for $0.80, two for $1.50; because I feel super fugged up
seeing a whole bunch of similar stuffs. Hahahas. =D
Okays it's time for me to go rest. Ciaosu.

My father always told me,
"Find a job you love and you'll never have to work a day in your life."
-Jim Fox

2009-07-09T22:04:00.002+08:00

TAGBACKS!
[weien] Hahahas. can try can try but maybe wont work. hahahas.
[aloy] huh what you mean? hahas.
[wenjie] hahahahas. if you ownself think too much. mr OK. hahas.
[kaixiang, jianyou, jeremy] hahahas. funny ah har. how's ncc? hahas.
[zw] hahahas. wah not bad ah, how's rockclimbing?
[hi] hahahas. kk try that next time and prove you wrong. hahahas.
[Jose] my england suck mah. (x hahahas.

The stressful atmosphere makes me work even harder. Hahas.
Cause if I don't chiong, I die. As simple as that. Hahas.
Was pondering on a random thought on the way home today that
drew a picture of a dream in my heart- I want to set up my own
running club: Dreamers. Although I'm on the long choo choo train
journey of recovering from my back injury, I have always like running
a lot and I know there are people out there whom love running,
probably short to long distances. But sadly there isn't any running
clubs available for teenagers of our age (there is but it's filled with
adults, it's just aint the type of world a kid wants to be in).
Teenagers who runs nowadays is mostly for competitive purposes, fame,
glory or others but there is always this small portion whom love
running because they just love it and can't stop because they have a dream.
It's just like estascy. So I have decided after Os, I will probably
start from a smaller network in gathering people who wants to run (really
run despite their heavy schedule, not wanting to give up even they have to
give up sweets for the rest of their life; i'm just joking), probably
starting from my friends.

I want to gather upon teenagers who love running but there isn't a stage
for them to perform or even worse, no platform to bring them up to the stage.
If I wasn't recruited into cross country I would not have found my stage.
I don't know if by after Os will I still have the energy to complete this dream,
or even is it successfull at all, I will still give in a try. Hahas. So now
I have to go back and mug amaths because yijun told himself to work hard. Hahas.
So tell me if you guys think this will work, or you want to be a part of it,
because runners are not born to be runners, they are trained to be runners. Hahas.
Running actually instil a lot of 'characters' into a person, running trains you
to be determined in whatever you do, running ask you to climb to a greater
height in life etc. Hahas.

A pessimist sees the difficulty in every opportunity,
an optimist sees the opprtunity in every difficulty.

2009-06-28T21:42:00.003+08:00

TAGBACKS!
[Denise] Hahas. Only you left there ah?
[aloy] Hahas. kk meet up when I've gotten my results back!
[zw] wah cool sia. hahas. got air con?
[passerby] Hahas. thank you thank you. =D

Been too lazy to blog recently, I'm a person who
will stay cool and don't move until I must move.
Hahahas. I must declare that I've become fat.
After stopping running for approximately 1 month,
and a constant of 4 meals per day, somehow
I've gotten fatter. Hahas.
Ah school's gonna start for a pathetic two days
for tomorrow and Tuesday. Wonder what fun the
teacher get from screwing us for two days. Hahas.

YEAH my back ain't pain anymore, so do my knees.
Hahas. Should be starting running 1 week later,
and now I will be smart enough to come up with a
cool running timetable. Honestly somehow in one
way or another, I found out that to excel in a
sport you must get injured in the sport for a
few times, so that you learn from your mistakes
and don't belittle running. Hahas. If you don't run
the right way you will end up injuring your whole body.
Running is a very dangerous sport. Hahas.

So now, completed most of my holiday homework (not
that i like and want to do but rachel just keep
pushing me to do). Been spending my days eating away
at home, since I can't really do sports when I'm injured.
Woke up so very early today morning and went to rachel's
house. Then her mum sent us and her sister to Republic
Poly for the republic run. Honestly poly life is quite cool,
you get stores like 7 eleven around your school comnpound,
and the whole school is so freaking huge that makes you
look like some cool mature working people. Hahas.

Walked for most part of the run because rachel can't run.
Hahahas. Somehow I've been thinking: Why am I running?
I used to run because I like teh scenery but when things
get more competitive, when people start talking about pacing,
when people start talking about positions, running is more
than just pure fun. I used to think that I want to run a
marathon asap because I want to amaze people, but it seems
that I still have 2 years before I leap into full marathon.
So I've decided to make full use of this two year, if my friend
can use 1 year to become the top runners of singapore,
then I definitely can do better. =D
So, I now make this promise today, I will train hard and
one day I will be recognised! (somehow people work hard
to get recognised)

One thing quite cool about Woodlands is that they
have an undergorund bus terminal. Wow. It took me
sometime to search for the bus interchange the other time
on the ground floor. Then sent them home and met up
with wei en, alvin and han yang for ss project. Indeed
we did not do anything and went to play ball instead.
Something happened today which somehow change my impression
towards people, especially irritating people. For those
who've been to my side of pasir ris to play baksetball
with me, you must be cursing those stupid and determined malays
that just can't keep their itchy legs to themselves and
end up always ramming the soccer ball at the poles of the
basketball ring. Somehow, today I asked that malay guy,
when they started playing soccer on the basketball court,
that if he could spare us 1 game and we will leave. He agreed,
despite that we were staring at them and almost started a little
quarell. You see, people can communicate. And somehow research shown
that you will get things done easier by talking into a person's
right ear (which was what I did today and I've got a yes). So
I make it a point here today that whenever I go today, if I ever
happened to cross a bunch of malays or other races playing soccer
at a basketball court where I'm playing at, I will make friends
with them via the right ear way. A friend gained is an enemy less.
Those adults always say this which is true to some extent. Hahas.

Ah i just hate packing my bags.

Excellance is doing ordinary
things extraordinary well.

2009-06-14T11:05:00.002+08:00

TAGBACKS;
[Denise] hahas. how're you now! still at just maths ah?
hahas. yo ualso got bf le mah. hahahas. =D
[MiniGlorist] k no problem. hahas.
[jiahui] wahahahas. =D
[:)] hahas. thank you!
[hi] ya lorh. hahahas. but now like everyone's broke le. ahahs.

WAH I feel so clean now. hahas. You have no idea what I
went through just now. Hahas. Actually nothing much larh,
just came back from Mt Faber Run 10km. Hahas. Was damn excited
yesterday, because this is the first time I'm going a run
alone and although the name suggests that the run will be held
at Mt Faber, the start point is somewhere in Bukit View so
spent quite some time planning my route and "timetable"
yesterday. Left house about 6 plus am, and the dumb MRT jammed
for about 10 minutes but took the train to Tiong Bahru and
followed the crowd to the start point. Guess what, the race
was flagged off when I'm still in a toilet in a hawker centre
some streets away. So as usual, I'm late. Hahas.

Wahlao I want to complain ah. Hahas. the path is too small
for that hundred plus of people, all the old old couples are
all slowly strolling. Hahas. The slope of Mt Faber is quite
a killer, and the path is still so small with all the leftover
people whom are all walking. So in the end completed the race,
the good thing is my knees didn't hurt this time! So I must admit
rest is very very important to an athlete. But vommitted after the
run, don't know what's wrong with my stomach nowadays. Hahas. Saw
a few couple of familiar faces that always ran at bedok reservoir
when I attend company run last time. But they belong to the top
few of cross country but don't know what they doing here either.

Then right, thought got no bag deposit as the website didn't mention,
so didn't bring any clothes to change and in the end I found out
THERE IS BAG DEPOSIT!!!! So at about 8.30am, I just completed the
race, my singlet is very very wet, my pants are super dripping wet
and you can see sweat really dripping down. So I was choosing between
walking home or ???? ... ... But after thinking I've decided to take
bus and transfer buses along the way home. So while I was on the bus,
the sweat was still dripping (I admit i sweat a lot but it is natural!)
and people were like staring at me, probably wondering why is this guy
at his age still peeing in his pants. Wah it was damn embarrassing!
And I felt like freezer under my singlet and pants, damn disgusting.
But okays larh, I've been through things 100 times worst such as leaving
your ncc uniform out in the open and let it catch the rain drops every night
and wear it every morning for 5 consecutive days. Hahas.

So time flies and I'm almost left with 1 week before school reopens
and most of my homework are still untouched! So I'm wondering how
I'm going to die. Hahahas.

I rather open my thoughts to wonders
than to restrain them to beliefs.

2009-06-10T19:55:00.010+08:00

TAGBACKS:
[Eileen' nu er] hey. hahas. how're you? long time no see. (:
[aloy] hey hey! hahas.
[clare] take care ah! hahas. have fun in school!
[zw] yoru school got one of those type of bus right?
but i think you all modified it or something. hahas.
[jiahui] hahahas. go find your goat ah! hahas.
[hi] s'pore too small larh! hahahas.2

It seems I did quite a lot today but it also seems quite little though.
- Woke up at 12pm
- Did chinese project
- Signed up for a Knee Injuries forum
- Taught Zi Qin bao zhang bao dao format
- Watched One Piece
- Did a little tiny weeny of emaths ws
- Played basketball with Jia Rong,
- Won the match, got treated free drinks
- Redo a little of the chinese project
- Going to do homework now

AH. Life's so boring and I think this cycle will repeats
itself for another two more days. Should be taking a break
from running soon, a very long break. I'm beginning to suspect
if I've got the runners' knee, some knee pain that occur around
your knee area when you're running, but the pain is super duper
pain this few days. We'll see how, see what the experts at the
forum says this saturday and how I'm doing for this Sunday's
10km Mt Faber Run. Hahas. It seems like I'm rushing things a
little too much, I'm still young and there's still quite a long
long way for me to go. My back pain didn't recover and got worst
instead. Wahahas. I'm dead. School's restarting soon and there's
still a lot for me to catch up on. Whoosh~

Don't know why but since young I'm a guy who is prone to injuries,
proably it's because I quit milk at two. Hahas. Fractured my hand
once and there can be people coming up to me asking, "How's the feeling
of fracturing your hand?" Seriously it sucks but it's worth a few
months of extra attention. Hahas. Sprained my wrist twice, and there's
an unknown injury in my right knee, which cause a locking pain and can't
really straighten it out unless I wait for a moment, but it recovered
on its own. Getting injured seriously sucks sucks sucks~

some smiles never change. hahas.

camwhore is the latest trend!

2009-06-02T22:14:00.008+08:00

TAGBACKS;
[Josн] ya lorh. hahahas. global warming.
[Rachel] hahas. pinch you back!

Today's another happening day. hahas. Today's the queen birthday.
Hahahas. Happy 16th Birthday Rachel! You're always older than me! =P
Unfortunately, my day started at about 8.30am- English Tutorial. Here's
the list of things I've done when i reach there; stared into the space,
played snake III on my handphone and did a comprehension. Hahas. Apparently
Mrs G was attending groups by groups and I happened to be one of the
last to arrive not because I'm late but i was wandering around the whole
school for her and in the end receieved an anoymous sms that says,
"it's in the library,". Ah, that's when I began to see the light. -.-
So generally waited for roughly one and a half hour before it was my turn.
And the only takeaway was that I finally understand how to answer
"Give the piece of evidence... ..." and "Give a piece of evidence... ..."
question. It's quite worth it I think, knowledge in exchange for a couple
of marks in the Os.

Then headed to meet my queen; well I'm not those type of guys that will
keep my days fulfilled by hanging around the movies or just rent DVDs and
watch with my girlfriend at home, so I took her to the Jurong Birdpark,
because she hasn't ever been there and there isn't really other places
we can go to either because we went to most before. Hahas. So took a super
super long ride to Boon Lay and had lunch at Jurong Point. Jurong Point is
actually big and messy with a lot of weird shops, to me. Hahas. Then we
headed for the birdpark by taking this retro-unconditioned double decker
bus 251.

I bet it had been ages since you last catch a glimpse of such a retro bus,
it was like when usage ez-link card was implemented, I have never seen such
buses in the east side, and never thought I would see one again. Seriously
I give 5 stars for the bus's wind effect! So we arrived at Jurong Birdpark shortly
and got our tickets! Jurong Birdpark is seriously quite cool, with a lot of
cool birds. Hahas. Actually at this point of life I don't really go like 'WOW!'
or whatever when I see this birds, because you know, there are certain things
we can imagine FOC, it's the hands on experience that we desire at our age.
Hahas. I must give claps to two birds show today, well we watched two, one's
regarding normal parrots, those kiddy kiddy type but it's rather hilarious;
The other one is the one that I want to talk on, it's call Birds of the Sky or
whatever at Fuji Hwak Walk. It's a performance by hwaks, vultures, falcons and
eagles. And it so happened that Rachel and me was sitting near to one of the
stand that the birds are usually flying to so we often have closed up contact
with the birds and there was this instance when a vulture wings tapped across
Rachel's head. Hahas. Despite the fact that we often need to bow our heads to
avoid the birds, but it was definitely a 5 stars experience.

So we took the panorail, some dumb train ride that has no air con,
and we hanged our the bridpark till the closure time, before we
head back to Jurong Point again. Had cavana for dinner and got ourseleves
couple rings for her birthday present. Cost about $64 for both,
quite expensive. Hahas. Then headed back home, what a tiring day!
It's time to rest, tomorrow will be study day!

Pictures Of You.

2009-05-30T22:12:00.004+08:00

TAGBACKS;
[Val :D] yeah. hahas. it's a nice song. (:
[hi] ya lorh. hahas. must excel in wide range of sports, it's 250 bucks for 10 sessions. hahas.

today is rather a happening day. my day started
at about 5.15am. hahas. woke up, stuffed my breakfast
into my mouth and fell back into sleep again. had a
tough time fighting the Z Monster before taking my first
step out of the house. took a cab to the reservoir to
meet up with Mr Yeow, then began our proposed 12.9km run.
hahas. we were constantly running at a approximate 5.15 pace
and my breath grew harder after every 1 km marking. so
eventually we stopped after 8.6km, 5.15 pace was my
xcountry pace months back and now i'm using this pace for
long distance running. wow. at that time when i'm running,
i just cant stop thinking that maybe my legs grew longer,
everything seems easier now. hahas. joined ncc with their
company run after that, went for another round again. along the
way i was like thinking of past things that i have done, i
must admit seriously i miss times in ahsncc a lot a lot, when
we progressed from being shouted at to shout even louder, to
shouting at others to get them to shout even louder, and
eventually running at a side, hearing all the shoutings that
has now no business with you anymore; i feel like a total
stranger, hahas, even i'm shy to say the word 'endure' to them.
hahas. went to took a shower after that and went home.

then it was time that i devote my time to my queen. hahas. you
wont want to see her start pinching me to get what she want.
hahas. met rachel at pasir ris mrt and headed for orchard. hahas.
watched monsters vs aliens, i think cartoons are seriously kinda
nice, it's rather a nice show. spend the rest of the time walking
around relevant places of orchard. hahas. did some shopping too,
bought her a necklace, some earrings and a pair of sandals, in return
i get my watch, that watch on the left below. it costs $39.90, but
kind of worth it cause i have been looking for this design for quite
some time, just that the shop's brand (ick i think) on the watch kind
of pisses me off. hahas. guess how much the watch on the right below cost?
it cost just 9 bucks. i like it cause it's quite classic, suitable
for wedding dinners due to the boxes in the background of the watch,
doubt you all can notice it from the picture cause it's quite blur.

so walk walk walk then sent her home. i must admit the weather nowadays
are like some oven, even i whom is scared of the cold is bathing without
the heater every night. tomorrow will be another happening day, going
cycling with rachel, and another round of shopping. hahas. today's sundown,
all the best to those running, especially dr boon. hahas. dont die.
it will be another two more years before i am legal to sign up for marathons,
and i will train to run it below 4 hours!

start to wonder why i'm here,
not there.

2009-05-29T17:06:00.004+08:00

TAGBACKS!
[hi] hahahahas. ya larh. know taller larh. but usually larh, usually. hahahas.

today was rather a fruitful day. just back from a swim.
so what happened today was a boring 2 hours plus sitting
in the hall, just knowing how much we sucks compared to other
schools. hahas. sometimes it's the recreational actvities that
we are lagging, not extra lessons, to me. then went back to class
and cleaned classroom and got back result slips.

then met up with wei en, han yang, alvin, wen jie, darren and wilfred
and headed for lunch first at the food court at tampines interchange
before going to the swimming complex. lucky that's rachel's suntan lotion
that saved us from sunburn if not we would be some roasted pig already.
hahahas. i must wenjie is a damn good teacher, maybe one day he should
consider being a swimming instrutor, he has got lots of patience. hahas.
so i was like trying how to thread water and the result is that at the end
of the day, i still cant do it. hahas. but my freestyle improved compared to
yesterday and i learned how to do breast stroke. hahas. so wen jie, wei en and
me spent about 1 plus hour at the normal pool while the rest was off sun tanning
and having their own fun. hahas. i must admit freestyle is very very tiring.
hahahas. saw weisheng swimming there too. hahas.

so swam about 2 hours and went to bathe, the toilet was much more cleaner than
the previous time i went, actually this is the second time i'm swimming after that
sec 1 swimming lesson. and i got tanner! hahas. but my legs are super super tired
and i'm super thirsty. the most funny thing of the day was darren was walking at the
side of the pool when he began shouting, "wenjie, wenjie, wenjie... ..." to two strangers,
until he noticed two "assholes" laughing in the water. it was damn
hilarious. hahahas. so next time must see carefully before you act. hahas.
then went home after that.

wei en and me have decided to make swimming our nyaa gold recreational activity.
hahas. swimming is fun but i must admit i'm quite powerless in water. hahas. and
my legs are really aching, then tomorrow will be running 16-20 km with mr yeow at
bedok reservoir, hope my legs better recover before that. hahas.

goal: one day i'm gonna catch up
with wei en and wen jie!

2009-05-28T20:03:00.002+08:00

TAGBACKS;
[darren] can de larh. hahahas. it's the mind. (:
[Geraldine] you still in ah! hahahas. but i at least got go yoru concert right! hahahas.
[Atiqah.] hey! hahahahas. tc!
[foosiong] kk. hahas. (:
[hi] 1K should be enough, excluding the air ticket. hahas. afterall it's happiness you're buying. hahahas.

i think my mind's kinda messed up. hahas.
cant find my goal in life, just living by the day.
but anyways, my results sucks so dont talk about it. hahas.
been running much recently, till my injured my back and it's time
for me to take a break. hahas. and i'm turning to swimming.
just came back from swimming at the swimming pool near rachel's house.
hahas. and, i finally know how to swim and i'm not afraid of water
anymore. hahas. i'm just taken a step towards my dream of being a
triathlete.

and i've recently found out something, after some close observations,
1) most older brothers are taller than younger brothers, taking into
consideration that there's only two males in the families.
2) using the above senario, the older brother will most likely have
curly hair and the younger brother would have straight hair, usually
from my notice.
3) most older sisters are taller than younger sisters, taking into
consideration that there's only two females in the families.
4) using the above senario again, most older sisters will be prettier
than the younger sister, but the younger sister will be towards the
cuter side (usually; from what i see).
hmm. so i wonder is that true. hahahas. but i'm quite postitive about
the hair thingy. hahas. there's a lot of things i'm quite curious about,
like does birds really sleep on trees at night? or do they turn into
human and walk about and that's how you get those night shift people?
hahahas. i'm just being childish.

june holidays are coming soons. hahas. it will be my last break and last
preparations, play hard, study hard!

RUN BABY RUN.

2009-05-17T21:09:00.002+08:00

TAGBACKS;
[hi] spore too stress le larh. hahahas. bagpack 1 year quite good lei, live happily can le. hahas. but the red quite striking ah. hahas.
[Lusheil] hey. hahahas. =D

just completed revision for biology. hahas.
just breifely scan through. you cant expect to go into the very
exact details because firstly, i'm sian, and i never listen in class
so i already losee 50% of the battle. hahas. my target for this mye
is to not get into SSS and find out my mistakes. hahas. shall compile
my own notes after mye. hahas.

did an aprox 13km run with my new mizuno shoes. hahas. the cushioning is
quite good. you just feels like you're running on those bouncy playground
rubber floor. hahas. but the only bad things it's abit heavier so it's
definitely not for short distance running, and the comfortable cushion just
makes you want to relax in that comfortable cushioning, but who cares. hahas.
exam is finally coming to an end soon. hahas. and there will be so much things
for me to do. hahas.

i wonder is there any way to get your eyesight better. hahas. still remember
the times when everyone had perfect eyesight and we were so eager and competiting
who will be the lucky one and to wear specs first. wahalo, i seriously regret.
hahas. now i want back perfect eyesight. hahas. saw this advertisement, about
some eyerelax 2 product, quite some good comments about it, about people having
perfect eyesight after using or even reduced in eyesight, but it cost USD$584.00,
is it in US currency? hahahas. they should just invent a medicine that cure
short sightedness, because now everyone in singapore is flooded with specs, and
i think xin wei is the only guy in 4j whom dont wear specs. hahas.

but, maybe one day when i start winning races and earn the cash prizes, then hahas.
no more specs ah!

mistakes are just countless platforms to success;
when you make a mistake,
learn from the mistake,
change from the mistake,
tell yourself you will never make the same mistake,
and move on.

2009-05-16T20:04:00.005+08:00

TAGBACKS:
[:D] hahas. okays.
[AMANDA] hahas whr gt! when? i always gt keep in contact with them. hahas.

whoosh. finally another week of exams had passed.
this week is seriously killer. the exam totally turned
me off and i'm really turned off. hahas. dont think will
be able to do well for mye this time. but will mug some time
later. it seems like everyone's like playing already. hahas.
so yesterday actually wanted to do intervals but was raining so
went home instead, after waiting for so long. hahas. then
went to play basketball with jia rong, edmund, jiayi and her friend.

actually i think my life's quite boring. hahas. so i thought of a list
of things i would want to do, such as donating blood at least once in
my life, go mountain trekking on a snow mountain, go bagpacking for one
year etc. hahahas. but anyways, went with rachel to collect the bare your
sole and passion run racepack. hahas. so we went to SMU first to collect the
bare your sole racepack and SMU was like so big and so kuku and so dumb to
navigate. hahas. then went to novena velocity to collect the passion run
racepack. whoosh. so much people. hahahas.

then got a pair of running shoes. mizuno wave precision 9, that's my new
running shoes. cost $111.30 after discount. hahas. burnt a hole in my pocket
and totally wiped out the sum of money i'm saving for the road bike. but
anyways, my old adidas running shoes are spoiling so need to get her changed,
and she should have reached her limits. hahas.

wah. my adidas running shoes, being my second pair of my running shoes have
been through much with me when i just started my passion for running. got it
on my 14th birthday and accompanied me through many races and training. hahas.
it's quite an irony that actually i dont really like her at first because i
thought she was just some normal running shoes, and i practically got scammed
by the indian shopkeeper that actually this shoes are meant for females. hahas.
but who knows that today, she was a fantastic pair of running shoes. she should
have been through more than 800km with me, and been through the following stuffs:
1) All my NCC company runs
2) All my crosscountry trainings and competitions
3) All my weekly >10km runs
4) Army Half Marathon 21km 2008
5) Milk Run 5km 2008
6) Mizuno Wave Run 10km 2008
7) Salamon X Trail 10km Run 2008
8) Saucony Passion Run 15km 2008
9) Safari Zoo Run 7km 2009
10)National Vertical Marathon 2009
11)Wings Cross Country 5kn 2009
12)Bedok Reservoir Park Valentine Run 8km 2009
13)OCBC Cycle Singapore 40km 2009
14) Newton Active Run 5km 2009
15) SubUrban Run 5km 2009
16) Heads Over Heels Couple Run 8km Run 2009

hahas. honestly quite sad to retire this shoes because i have learnt something
throughout this 1 plus years- You don't need good shoes to keep you running,
you need to tell yourself you can do it, and you will run on. so now, let my
adidas shoes pass on her spirit to the mizuno wave precision 9! hahas. below
are now my two pairs of running shoes!

i will keep on running,
to be the best!

2009-05-12T16:46:00.003+08:00

TAGBACKS;
[jianyou] hahas. okays. (:
[Janus] stoning is good okays. hahahahas. =D
[hi] hahahas ty ty, took a long time finding it. (:

wah. wonder why am i blogging amidst this busy mugging week.
hahas. i must say i wasted friday, saturday, sunday and half of
monday away. hahas. i only began to start mugging history yesterday
at 4pm and did not even study chemistry. was feeling rather excited
today when entering the hall for chem paper. hahas. but glad that at
least i got listen in class and the paper was still okays. wont really
do well but at least a B3, i hope. hahas. history was okays. time
management is always the problem. wonder why did i took up history at
the first place. hahas.

tomorrow will be the killer day but things will be fine after tomorrow.
hahas. amaths and bio, havent really been listening in class for amaths,
dont really bother to listen in class for bio. hahahas. but we'll see how.
tomorrow will be my 5x800m intervals again. have to get faster.
hahas. cant wait for exams to end. have to go mug now.
i seriously hate mugging.

i have to get started!

2009-05-08T20:24:00.003+08:00

TAGBCKS!
[Josн] same to you. ahhahas. i alot of typo de. aiyah just anyhow invent also can larh. hahas.

hahas. a week with the first few papers of mye had just pass.
this week is rather okays but next week will be the killer ah.
hahahahas. been quite busy recently with running as well as exams,
been running four times a week with two times interval. hahas.
quite hiong and tired, but i will achieve my goal in the end.
hahahahas.

today was emaths, felt that it was easy but i dont have the foundation well.
so after emaths went to eat and study with rachel at library. she was
complaining how noisy it was so we decided to move to a classroom. hahas.
then went to run intervals, 5x800m at bedok stadium. saw elton, still having
that innocent smile on his face. hahas.

have to finish history notes and read through by tonight; this weekend will
be a hardcore revision as i dont mind telling you 90% of class time i'm
actually stoning away and i think have i reached the highest level of stoning
by stoning to self-entertain. hahahas. cant wait for mye to end, there will
be so much things i want to do. hahas.

but, hard work comes before reward. (:

big cute nose~ hahas

2009-05-02T16:03:00.003+08:00

TAGBACKS
[keane] hahas. hi.

whoosh. hahas. had a really long day today.
but worth it. hahas. woke up at 4am today.
then mr yeow came and picked me up for lower pierce reservoir.
hahas. iniatially we wanted to run together with his triathlon
coach and friends, but we were late so started on our own.
it was quite a nice and cold jog early in the dawn of the morning,
when the sky is still dark until we looped back somewhere at
mandai or seletar army hardware store. quite scary also, if run alone
out of lower pierce reservoir. hahas. then on the way back saw
quite a few huge groups road cyclists. then ended after running for
about 19-20 km in about 1 h 50 mins. hahas. i think.

then saw mr yeow's coach, once a commando, and the first thing he said
when he saw me was, "he looks quite strong, triathlon ah?" then i replied
i cant swim and he went -.- . hahas. then cleaned up and went for breakfast
with mr yeow and the rest of the groups, which they are from a running club
call AniMiles i think. hahas. quite a strong group. then the adults began
their talk and apparently a teenager here can barely catch up. their group
should be quite strong i think, there is even this 60 yo old lady inside,
who dont look like 60 yo and just participated in an ironman in china, and
was then selected for teh ultimate ironman in hawaii i think, which i think
is what mostly trialetes dream of going and can only dream of going. hahas.

then they talk talk talk and finally mr yeow and me left for soem macdonald
at bukit merah there i think. hahas. because we intend to head for some
warehouse sales but the shops arent open yet so have to find a corner to
do my revision for mye. hahas. then went for 3 warehouse sales- tyr, nike puma
adidas etc and lastly saucony. and only the saucony one was worth it but
didnt get anything cause i am still saving for a road bike. hahas. then
after that went to had lunch, cut hair and signed up for the republic run
in ws sportslink. hahas. then went home for mye revision agin. hahas.

it should be impossible to hit <1h30mins for my 21km safra this year, but i
will try my best to hit >1h45mins. hahas. slowly larh. my aim now is to win
a position in the republic run so can add on to my savings for my desired
road bike. hahas. and today run was okays larh. not too tired in the process.

and after growing through NCC and having much contact with SAF personnels,
other than the advanced technology that our majestic defence force is equipped with,
we are also armed with basic army fighting language:

it is about patience,
not speed.

2009-04-26T20:59:00.007+08:00

tiredTAGBACKS;
[BEN] k hahas ty. my eng kinda sucks. btw you are?
[Jose] hahahas. i think i will her scoldings when i graduate! hahahas.
[Rachel] hahahas. ty. (:
[klins] of course larh. hahahas. my father lei. hahas.
[mingxuan] wah ms chan ah. hahahas. kk i will! hahas.
[Jose] ty ty. hahahas.

wah. hahas. i am proud to say i have not start on any
mye revision and mye is like a week or so away but who cares!
hahas. my aim for this time is just to go in with my understanding,
after mye i will find out my mistakes and places to focus, then will
start the real mugging for Os. hahas. and i am out of time to make
notes and bla bla so i just go in with what i have now. hahas.

but anyways, this weekend was quite well spent, roughly started on
revision for integration and differention. then spend most of the
time completing my past 10 plus amaths assignments. hahas. then just
back from a slow 12km run. hahas. slowly ah. i might even consider
joining the 42km scm this year if i'm doing well! hahas.

btw if you wonder how am i always able to calculate the distance that
i am going to run, it's all thanks to this cool web!
http://www.mapmyrun.com/
hahas. quite cool, especially if you are on an expedition,
and another cool web for you to travel from place to place,
http://gothere.sg/

so well, gtg study now. hahahas.

ahsncc SPDS 2009
@ vivo performance 09.

2009-04-24T19:08:00.003+08:00

HAHAtagbacks;
[debra] hahas. take care ah!

just came back from a run. hahas. ah i think i've
got the runners' knee. shucks. hahas. better pray
that the pain in my knee is just due to tireness. hahas.
i dont want to get knocked out so early in my life.

okays, so how's the day?
lessons were boring. hahas. and just found out that
SS is so so much complicated than we usually thought. hahas.
had pe, did 26 pull-ups for my NAPFA, so completed one of my
resolutions for the year, so shall focus on the rest. hahas.
and damn funny when mr tan pissed han yang off. hahas.

so after school had mentoring for chemistry with aloy, then
went home while the rest went out to eat because today's
yi jun's run day! hahas. did tempo run for the first time
today. seriously i still cant get it how does it works, if
it's intervals i still would be able to understand but for tempo
run... ... hahas. just try first bah. so the total distance
ran was about 9km, until my knee told me i cant go on anymore. hahas.

k i guess i will have to go and study now. hahas.
seeya.

a long way to go~

2009-04-22T18:26:00.002+08:00

inspirationalTAGBACKS;
[shelton] but he quite childish de ah. hahas.
[Jose] hahas. 2.4 was fun. ah mye coming soon!

i must admit today's the most inspirational day of my life.
that burning flame of mine from two years ago is back now once again.
hahahas. all thanks to mr teo ser luck. but before that, let me just post
about what happened at yesterday's 2.4km run. hahas.

so straight after school yesterday, took a merz cab with wei en and
jospeh to east coast park. the driver was something like an indian version
of my father, those retarded retarded type. hahas. my father is like
kurosaki ichigo's father in bleach, but i'm proud of him. hahas.
so along the way from ahs to ecp he was like scolding the government
and talking about his primary five daughter being filled with sex education
kind of stuffs. hahas. if eugene loh was there it would have been even
more funny. hahas. so reached the ecp, heard that sec 3 and 4 boys are
going to run together and my face immediately went -.- . hahas.
but not bad, had a close fight with teh zhi sheng from sec 3 ah, then i
got 5th in the end. proud to say ncc achieved 8 places out of the top 10,
or should i say crosscountry? hahas. then ran with rachel for her 2.4 and
went home with her.

so what happened today you may ask? today was quite a busting day. kinda lot
of events happening on. had a dialogue session with some other students from
ahs with mr teo ser luck before assembly. hahas. i must admit, the first thing
serene, janus and i spoke to each other after the dialogue session to each others
was, "HE IS DAMN COOL!" but seriously larh, his charissma and words will just
pludge you into a world of agreement with him, you just totally agree to whatever
he say, just like a baby to a lullaby. hahas. i must admit i respect him quite a lot
now. the dialogues we ad suddenly spurred up that flame of mine in my heart that
was extinguished quite some time ago. he suddenly made me feel like life is full
of risks and adventures, only those who grows hungrier and craving for more
knowledge and is willing to strive with survive. i must say he is a damn cool
guy, no wonder so many people was talking about him in the forum. hahas. so
for now, i will work hard to achieve both my results and sports achievement,
if he can do it, why cant i?

i swear i will be even better than him. hahas. i will be a GM before 28, and earn my
first million before 30 years old! he just suddenly taught me a lot of things that
i can also use in ncc. it's quite cool to have mentors like this type of people, like for example, my mentor for ncc until now is aloysius, who did a good job. hahas.
but for now, i swear i will get into VJC and run 21km in less than 1h30mins this year! i will be the best long distance runner in singapore!

"it's not up to me to bring sports to a greater height,
i have to produce a breed of potential leaders,
and these new generations will carry on from there,"
- Mr Teo Ser Luck

2009-04-20T19:31:00.003+08:00

singleTAGBACKS;
[wenjie] he is younger than me but i dont know why he bigger size than me. hahahas.

whoosh. first day of ccaless.
hahas. hai hao larh. lessons were boring as usual.
but now life seems more fun with goals.
didn't do much today. hahas. just that the basic airborne
course stirred quite a little commotion among the part ds.
screwed up my bio test. got 18/37. hahas. but it is still okays,
because i never study at all for this test.

so got home,rest a little while and went for a 10km jog.
must admit i'm a little bit rusty but it is okays. hahas.
saw xin ting and her sisters i think. tomorrow's 2.4km run.
hahas. didn't train for it and i guess i will have muscle ache tomorrow.
okays i think i go study le. hahas.

say what you mean
mean what you say.

2009-04-19T21:39:00.004+08:00

POPtagbacks;
[darren~] yeah! so fast!
[klins] hahahas. kk. how you and him end up talking?
[MiniGLORIST] hhahas. but i not girl lei.
[debra] hahahas. you going sc?
[Jose] yeah lorh. hahahahas.
[fc] why ah. hahas. i boy lei.
[JiaRong] hq is dumb larh. hahahas.
[bf] hahahas. =D

time flies. hahas. i've grown up.
still remember the first time,
mr chua came down to canteen and said this to me,
"eh you transfer from softball right, ncc training this friday, come in pe attire,"
and then was the first meeting, with chin meng and wen yong.
that was when everything began, when i get to know the 1F gang.
and slowly moved on to endless of troubles and often get scolded.
and a year passed and that's when the boy decided to change his life for the better.
sec 2 was the period of time i told myself i want to be a leader, and that was once
i swore to cheryl lew i will becoem the head of ncc one day.
seriously i didnt thought that this would come true one day.
then slowly i moved on, with friendships deepen, and i told myself i'm living for ncc.
then i slowly found my passion in running from ncc, and bagan to participate in all sorts of courses.
then came the toughest camp. i thought i was going to die. but i did survive, and that was when leadership skills were started to ptu to tests.
6 months later i took up the role of the head of ncc, things started to broke apart.
i lose my smile, i lose my friends. but i once again found my smile in those juniors, who reminded me of myself in the early days, when everyoen was so keen and enthu about learning.
1 year later, there's where i am now. everything has finally came to an end.
so much things has happened, and i must admit, i will remember this 4 years for life.
ahsncc all the way!

grew a lot, i must admit. changed a lot too.
ahsncc made a better person, without ahsncc i wont be where i am today.
a lot of friends made, experience gained, all because of ahsncc.
and now it's time to leave, i must admit i really feel like crying.
thanks part ds, i hope my relationships with some peopel will improve.
thanks part cs, i will always be proud of you all!
thanks aloysius, without you i wont be what i am today. you taught me so much so much.
thanks wei en, you have been a great working mate and friend!
thanks han yang! hahas. one of my best friends and cool classmates for 4 years.
thanks mr lee! for your great guidance!
thanks mr yeow! i wont be running now without you!
thanks mr gey! you taught me to be cautious!
thanks ming xuan, elton! you all taught me a lot when you all came back!
thanks to of course mr chai, if one day i am sucessful i will build a statue of you in my office tower. hahahas. for throwing that softball in my face, that made me joined ncc.
thansk to everyone, who made a difference in my life!

now i will leave ahsncc in peace, leaving everything to the juniors,
and i should be concentrating on:
1) rachel
2) my studies in getting into vjc
3) running, to be the best 42km runner in singapore

seriously nothing can explain all that i have gone through in this 4 years.
learnt and grew up quite a lot. i must admit i will remember this 4 years
in ncc for my whole life. i'm sure this will be the most exciting part of my life.
it's a pity it had came to an end. hahas.
i am proud of ahsncc, let ahsncc be proud of me tomorrow!

now for some random pictures!

my girlfriend and i at Head Over Heels Couple Run 2009!

my retarded brother, guess how old is he.

i will always be proud of you all!

i am proud of this bunch of monkeys.

2009-03-31T19:11:00.002+08:00

prejudiceTAGBACKS;
['ANNISA] ty! hahahas. all the best for your studies!
[Jose] used to it can le larh. hahahas.
[Josн] hahahas. yeah, this coming friday. =D
[zw] thank you! hahas.
[hi] hahahas yeah yeah. (:
['ANNISA] i must admit adc is one of the best ncc camps. hahahas.

well. i am not blogging today because i am free to but i have an assignment on hand so i'm here to share about prejudice. (:

what is prejudice?
according to wikipedia, the word prejudice refers to prejudgment: making a decision about before becoming aware of the relevant facts of a case or event. The word has commonly been used in certain restricted contexts, in the expression 'racial prejudice'. Initially this is referred to making a judgment about a person based on their race, religion, class, etc., before receiving information relevant to the particular issue on which a judgment was being made; it came, however, to be widely used to refer to any hostile attitude towards people based on their race or even by just judging someone without even knowing them. Subsequently the word has come to be widely so interpreted in this way in contexts other than those relating to race. The meaning now is frequently "any unreasonable attitude that is unusually resistant to rational influence."[1] Race, sex, ethnicity, sexual orientation, age, and religion have a history of inciting prejudicial behaviour.

so did prejudice ever occur to me?
i must admit i'm quite a lucky man so i don't really have much encounters with prejudice. but, this world is somehow unfair so during one of my camps (i'm not going to say which camp is it), there was this time when everyone gathered and settled down for the giving out of the camp t-shirt. then came a bad news, there was a limited amount of shirt size thus we might nto get our desire one. so the first question they asked was, "who belongs to m?" so i immediately raised up my hand with enthusiasm. however, i was ignroed for quite sometime and i ended up with an XL shirt. somehow i can sense that biasness towards me, simply because i'm a chinese and the instructor is a malay. hahas.

what have i learnt?
prejudice does not only happen to those minority, but everyone do stand an equal chance. after much experience, i somehow feel that this is a world where everyone will survive on their own and care only for their own welfare. this is a world of unfairness and everyone stands on their own, but, this the moment when true care and concern for fellow peers come in, which usually form true friendships and trust with each human beings. so whati'm trying to say that you can't expect this world to be perfect, no matter how educated everyone is, there will still be a slight chance of prejudice present in this bustful planet earth. thus what we can only do is, spare a thought for the rest and lend a helping hand to those whom needs it. remember, don't do to others what you don't want others to do to you. (:

create a better world!

2009-03-19T22:30:00.002+08:00

SUPERNUMERARYtagbacks;
[debra] yep! hahas.
[BBBRENDA.] kk! hahas.

whoosh. i am just back from a 4D3N of hell.
4th Advanced Drill Course. and the only thing i can say is i am
proud to be a SUPERNUMERARY. totally different from what i had
expected. this is the toughest camp that i have ever been to in
terms of HQ wise. hahas. 5 minutes to change from full uniform to
pt kit means 5 minutes, that is the standard of a supernumerary-to-be.
so i reported at probably 7 plus on monday morning. everything
started when we were introduce to our platoon OIC, C/LTA Mark Romario.
and i must admit here that not all ncc CLTs are bull shit one. hahas.
this is one of the very fews that i really respect a lot and taught
me a lot of thing. i can say he way of presenting is same as aloysius,
but more naggy than him during ncc. hahas. he made me feel that my ncc
journey has just only begun after i completed the course. hahas.

so i will just briefly say what we did. we did a lot of advance drills such as
foot, arm, colour and sword. we were also taught how to set up a parade and
things like that. anything you can think about drills, i know it. hahas.
what are so irritating about the course you might ask? firstly we sleep like
11 plus every night and woke up not later than 5am everyday. secondly there
was so much mosquitoes and there was like 24 people sleeping in a bunk about
half the size of a classroom with all the smelly clothes hanging around. you
can imagine how did i sweat till i fall asleep every night. thirdly, if you
did not catch the queue for the bath room, you might have to bath in flooded
cubicles with all the dirty things floating around up till your ankle level.
lastly, i can say the standard of the camp is quite high, just like normal
ahsncc company training. and we really did drills for hours under the hot
sun till i got a sunburn. hahas. we also had 1.5km run and pt every morning.
so ya lorh. hahahas.

so what was my major takeaways you might ask? firstly i made a lot a lot of
new friends so i currently know quite a lot of people in HQ. then i also
got the award of 'Best Cadet In Theory Test', being the only guy to score
full marks for the advance drills theory test in the whole course. i also once
again found my passion towards ncc. hahas. i must say i really thanks my platoon
OIC, his harsh scoldings and vuglarities kept everyone going and let me deeply
understand that my journey has begun. hahas. i won't go elaborate what happened
throughout the whole course but i must say i never regret. and instead, i am
proud to be a supernumerary. hahas.

so what's upcoming to me is quite a lot of stuffs, mroe related to ncc and school
work. hahas. just cross this last hill i will be concentrating on Os. hahas.
okays. gtg. seeya.

4th ADC NIGHTHAWKS;
PROUD TO BE A SUPERNUMERARY

2009-03-08T22:16:00.004+08:00

growingupTAGBACKS;
[aloy] ahahahahs. yeah thank you. (:
[Josн] hahahas. what you mean?
['ANNISA] okays larh. hahas. you? i just dont like the toilets down there. hahas.
[Jose] come on man. hahahas.
[JUSTVIM] nah i am not interested. hahas. (:
[anon] hahas. then wait for it to come back lorh.
[val (:] hahahas. where got. (x
[carolyn:D] slowly lorh. hahahas.
[jolene yang] hey. hahas. okays. (:
[debra :D] hahas. take care! seeya soon!

hahas. i can't cope with life.
i have no motivation to go on.
hahas. i must admit my mental is not as tough
and as strong as last time. hahas.
life is busy and okays until now.
i must admit i am not happy with life.
hahas. i am not doing things that i like
and i am putting on a fake smile everyday.
hahas. but anyways. my studies are doing okays.
didn't blog so long cause there's nothing that
pushes me to blog. hahas. unlike last time i
am so eager to blog when i come back from a
every logn distance run. it's just like marking
an achievement in my life story.

i am somehow getting lazy i must say. hahahas.
i should be crossing the last few busy parts of
my secondary school life. hahas. i am currently
down with ncc like almost 4 times per week but i
am very happy to nature and grow the next batch of
leaders, seeing them do well and fine; and my every
sunday is like always down with a run, maybe because
my hands are too itchy and i keep signing up for runs
and races but running is my stage so i will have to
go on. hahas. and i am left with only one day of holiday
during march holiday. i am having a ncc camp in school
from this coming friday to sunday. and i will be away
on coruse in HQ from next monday to thursday. and i am
having ncc activities on next friday and saturday. WOW.
Yi Jun jiayou.

those years when i spend every monday
sitting in the art room, watching those
boys outside bouncing the ball like they
never did under the yelling of their coach.
how i wished i was one of them.

2009-02-18T19:46:00.003+08:00

tiredTAGBACKS;
[Josн] yeah. hahas. better enjoy before Os come! get well soon!
[debra] yep it is nice! hahas. thx!
[CUCUMBER!] you still rmb that nick ah. hahahas. okays take care and same to you!
[JiaRong] should be can larh but i maybe going supernumerary. hahas.
[wenjie] hahahas. when you laughed?
[darennn] hahahas. why?
[Jose] rachel's cam got prob ah. hahahas. get well soon!

what a busy week. hahas.
i'm like having 4 tests continously
and i had just cleared 3.
having my last physics test of
the week tomorrow. xcountry training
but beginning to get intensive and
fun. that's the way. hahas.
was rather busy this week with quite
a lot of events packed everyday after
school. hahas. just did the wings xcountry
championship and valentine day run the
previous weekend. and coming up is the
ocbc cycle singapore. hahas. wastes 35
bucks on one dumb helmet when i'm not
into cycling. hahahas.

my studies are picking up i can say.
got 14/25 for amaths test, but i didn't
study so miracle i didn't fail. hahas.
got 21.5/25 for biology. hahas. my L1R5
this month cant single digit le. hahas.
but nevermind, i shall enjoy life first,
by packing my weekends with endless of runs. (:

valentine walk.

2009-02-08T21:09:00.007+08:00

hahas. this weekend was a hectic one.
let us talk about last friday first.
did company napfa, so you can imagine all
the old muscles are mine are being generated.
and i ended up having a whole body muscle ache.
hahas. so ended friday with a part b ncc bbq.

next day. did company napfa 2.4km run. hahas.
i was alrd half dead. hahas. my whole body felt
damn pain. but.. i still ran and it got worst. hahas.
then got home and prepared for the safari zoo run.
so you see ah, i'm going there with a screwed up body
because i am alrd having aches all around. hahas.
went with rachel yeo. but apparently joseph, janus,
cheryl and xin min went too. hahas. it was a really crowded
run. didn't run much because i spent most of my
time touring the zoo. hahas. saw those big big pelicans,
tigers and everything. whoosh. the last time i've been
to the zoo was when i was p6. hahas. but, i still think
that the zoo was a boring place. hahas. so nothing much.
ended up a zoo walk. hahas. so whole day gone like that.

today! it was the national vertical marathon. hahas. crawled
out of my bed to meet mr yeow and aloy and tampines mrt. hahas.
was really really tired. when we got there, we started playing their
fun fair and it was okays larh. not bad. hahas. and btw i went
to this with all my muscle aches. hahas. i was in the same detail
as mr yeow, so we both got up, and kana knocked out half way. hahas.
painful ah. completed 60 storey in 14 plus mins with all the panting
e.g. the journey up seems forever. hahahas. but we still made it and
went for dimsum at chinatown after that. and i crawled my way to
paya lebar after that to meet my mom to go to the temple. then got home,
and slept for about 4 plus hours. hahas. tired ah.

next week will be a hectic week. i think i will be having either
xcountry or ncc for the whole of next week, everyday. BUT, it's still
worth it. hahas.so have to go mug for the test first. hahas. seeya. (:

SAFARI ZOO RUN

Before the run.

the crowds.

tourist of the zoo walk.

after the run - taken by joseph.

Nationa Vertical Marathon 2009

enthu and confident guys before the run. keep the smile on!

tired guys after the run. still smiling~

we did it!

2009-02-04T19:58:00.003+08:00

hahas. good. no tagbacks.
so what did i do today? had
bio test again. hope i can
do well, i put in a lot of effort
for this. hahas. finally understood
one chem lesson after so many donkey
years. feel quite accomplished. so
now i am sure that having more sleep
does play a huge part in concentration. =D

supposed to have xcountry trial today but
the sky didnt want us to so in the end i
went to run intervals myself. hahas. again.
10 x 400m. now i am putting xcountry in front
of anything else. hahas. then got home and
nwo gonna start on history le. so seeya. (:

just some cool pics,
guess the age of that nz guy
and girl's age in the photo. =D

2009-02-02T20:09:00.002+08:00

reallybusyTAGBACKS;
[val (:] hahahas. i am too lazy to. (x
[Josн] can de larh. hahas. go be a clt lorh. (x
[Jose] hahahas. lazy ah. (x go see the ncc blog. hahas.
[debra] hey! hahas. how're you? (:
[jeffrey] hey. hahahas. okays. (:
[SRF™dionis[♥]] yeah. hahas. long time no see. sure sure. (:
[bf] thank you. hahahahas.
[SUSANTI] yeah! hahahahas. how're you! =D
[Jose] cool right the mini signboard. hahahas.
[foosiong] hey. hahas. okays. take care. (:
[Jose] they look damn cute. (x hahahas.
[Jose] thanks alot man! hahahas.
[val (:] nz was really fun. hahahas.
[Jose] hahahas. well i am back! (x

hahas. i was back for quite a long time.
just that i didn't got much time to post.
if you want to find out about my trip to nz,
probably check up the ncc blog bah. i'm lazy
ro post here again. hahas. so what have i
been doing? i'm having homeworks piling up,
especially amaths. when i had just got myself
clear of trigo and now come differenciation or
whatever you spell it. hahas.

i think sec 4 life is much more slow paced,
and currently i am training hard for the
annual crosscountry meet. probably this will
be the last time i am touching crosscountry,
after secondary school will be marathons all
the way. hahas. i want to beat that guy who
came in top in standard chartered marathon
last year. just came back from a 10 x 400m
interval today. i think i got faster but
i somehow feel that it's not at my maximum
yet, so... we'll see how. (:

so currently i am joining as much races as
possible, u name it, i would have joined it
except for those swimming thingy. hahas. i
am an anti water guy. so everyone work hard,
Os are coming pretty soon~

when the going gets tough,
the tough gets going.

2009-01-09T23:23:00.002+08:00

leavingTAGBACKS;
[wenjie] i dont drink milk ah. if can i buy for you. hahahas. (x
[Jose] i got a feeling this year part A will be cool people. hahas. hoep so bah. seeya!
[aloy] ty! hahahas.
[debra] i got nth to do! hahahahas.
[wenjie] okays! hahas.
[Jose] same to you! hahahas.
[hi] oh you die le. hahahas.
[Jeremy] hahas. you and wee tac team got gang that person larh. hahahas.
[bf] yeah it is fine le. hahahahas.
[zw] okays. hahas. =D
[aloy] hahahahas. (x
[Denise] hahas. how're you? (;
[wenjie] yeah. hahahas. transparent de. hahas.
[hi] if i know who ist he actual person i make sure he die ah. hahahas.
[:D] where got such things de! hahahas. =P
[clare] sec 4 busy year lei! hahahas.
[val] ignore that person larh. hahahas.

ah this few days i am sleeping
at like 1am everyday. hahas.
a lot of work and things to prepare.
will be flying off tmr. so catch me
when i am back. hahas. honestly i feel
abit sian after looking at the activities.
but i hope can meet some commandos down there.
hahahas. ciaosu!

new zealand here i come!

2008-12-28T23:06:00.003+08:00

growingfatTAGBACKS;
[kx] this happens when people are jealous of you. hahahas. just jk.
[hi] hahas. i shall not reply people who are irritating. hahahas.
[val] hahahas. don't care him larh.
[Jeremy] okays! thanks! same to you! hahahas.
[hi] is hsi old blog right? hahas.
[val] okays! hahahas. thanks!
[jianyou] okays! hahas. thanks!
[darrennn] yeah man! hahahas.
[O.O] hahas. why? who who?
[wenjie] link myself? i thought you all dont want it le. hahahas.

Firstly, HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY to DARREN and JOLENE!
both 27/12. hahas.

okays. i think i am growing fat.
so shall go and run soon. hahas.
okays. let us talk about ytd first.
had company run in the morning,
clocked about 11km in total, 5.1km
for teh first run, took 25.24mins.
too slow le. i must find a way to
decrease it to 18.00mins before
march. hahas. hmm, then got home,
bathe and went orchard, bugis for
shopping of new year clothes as i
will be flying off to new zealand soon.
orchard is not for poor kids. hahahas.
didn't get anything there. then
before heading to bugis, went down
to church with clare and rachel. it's
the heart of god church at the paya lebar
singapore post office. and i'm quite amazed
that the church looks quite high tech, more
high tech than the expo, and the most important
thing is that i always thought it was a
post office until ytd. so was feeling a little
funny when entering the post office side
with urshers greeting you. hahas. so the
whoel service was quite cool. cause i am
not a christian so i don't really go to
church thus i felt that the singing part
was liek a concert. quite cool. and mostly
teenagers. hahas.

then after that went bugis and got myself
a pair of shoes from messy, a pair of pants
and 2 polo tee from recoil. and got myself
a new pair of yellow frame aviators so agar agar spent
about $100. now left one more white pants which
i want but out of stock. hahas. then just walked
walked abit and went home. not bad larh saturday,
just that it felt like a super long long day.

so today, although being a sunday, woke up
at about 12pm and started doing hw and some
ncc stuffs till till. i think i am going to
die, with the bio tests coming up and so
much uncleared hw. ah. i better go chiong now.

my new shoes and shades.

2008-12-25T20:37:00.003+08:00

21kmwithbloodTAGBACKS;
[hi] okays. hahas.
[Jose] okays! hahahas.
[asdgfh] try and be funny ah. talk to me personally. if not i will treat that you came to the wrong blog.
[LY] np. hahas.
[zhiyong] okays. ahhas. i understand le.
[-_-] okays thx. hahas.
[sabina] still rmb. hahahas. (:
[JiaRong] okays! haahs. play bball soon then go buy. hahahas.
[hi] how come not there le ah. hahas.
[zheng yi] kk i admit it is my fault. but you dont have to do this you see.
[aloy]
[Jose] really mah. hahahas.
[aloy] hahahas. fun okays!
[aloy] okays! hahas. yeah i will!
[:D] hahahas. why?
[zw] okays. hahas. thx.
[Rachel] haahhas. thx!

ah i wonder why do i deserve all these.
i don't flirt, i keep myself for one girl.
i don't go home late, i return home by 10pm.
i don't eat like like a pig, at least i exercise.
i am abit quiet, but i still try to add abit
humour to my words. i admit i play alot of psp,
but i stil devote my time to clear any work.
i pretend to be friendly, even if the rest treat
me like a monster. i do things with reasons, so
that it's for their own good. i try to tell myself
i am doing great, even though sometimes people
don't appreciate what you do. i am
very sensitive, but i still put on a smile
even if the rest treat me like shit. i
know that still, this is a blog, but i will still
say it. i will go on, for ncc and the part Bs,
even if the whole world is against me.

btw merry xmas. hahahas. let's talk about
ytd first. went whitesand to buy cheese
because i am cooking baked rice for my
family at night. then went to the arcade and
spent 5 dollars to catch two toys. so
i am still quite active ah in toy catching.
hahahahas. then went home, slacked abit
before started cooking. cooked two trays
of baked rice, one is mushroom with chicken,
the other is bacon with hot dogs. hahas.
then went to my cousin's house for the party
le. not bad, my baked rice was quite popular.
hahahas. had fun there. had singing competition.
watched finish ' yi zhi mei' then leave. what
i can say is little nonya' is what that makes me
look forward to everyday! hahahas. then got abit
drunk there with a lot of white wine before
taking bus home. hahas.

and today. woke up at abt 12pm, then started doing
emaths ws till afternoon. hahas. then went to take a
little jog, about 21km. ran frm my house to pasir
ris park and jogged 3 laps of it. took abt 2h10mins.
not bad not bad. not as tired as compared to AHM,
but then had a bad fall, had a 50 cents big wound
on my leg. it's late! gtg catch little nonya now!

my two toys that i caught

2008-12-17T20:14:00.003+08:00

hatredTAGBACKS;
[Geraldine] colder than my house de! but the concert was nice!
[:D] nice what! hahahas.
[Josн] hahahas. why why?
[Jose] hahahas. real mah. i wonder who set all the quiz de! hahas.

before i do a quiz by joseph.
shall blog first. hahas. just
ran about 12km. now i am training
for both short and long distance,
got some races to win next year.
i think i spent around 150 plus
on races this year, so next year
will probably be more. hahas.
had training today. was okays.
hahas. i have decided to give up
some stuffs and just focus on
my juniors. soon it will be
christmas and a brand new year.
hahahas. quite fast.

1. The person who tagged you is?
Joseph Lee
2. You relationship with Him/Her?
brothers. hahas. went through a lot of fun camp.
3. Your 5 impression of Him/Her
#1 damn fit
#2 eats alot
#3 kanchiong spider. hahahas.
#4 reaction damn fast
#5 damn smart and serious although being a slacker. hahahahas.
4. The most memorable thing that He/She has done for you.
solo the whole bonding camp as the only programme ic
and do all the work of the other guy. hahas.
5. The most memorable thing that He/She has said to you?
"let's go take more refreshment". hahahas. cause usually only i will say that!
6. If He/She becomes your LOVER, things He/She has to improve is?
go and have a sex change! hahahas.
7. If He/She becomes your enemy, you will?
be super sad. hahas. lose a good friend.
8. What is the thing that you want to tell Him/Her now?
jiayous for orientation and affirm. sometimes you need to
act as if nothing happen to maintain peace. (:
9. Your overall impression of Him/Her
damn smart and nice guy.
1o. How do you think the person around you will feel about you?
life is damn sad. hahas.
11. The character you love of yourself is?
makes correct decision even when pissed off.
2. On the contrary, the character you hate of yourself is?
too serious sometimes, a workaholic.
13. The most ideal person you want to be is?
myself. everyone craves their own path.
14. For people(s) who cares & likes you, say something to them
thanks you. hahas. you made a difference to me because my life's kinda sad recently.
15. Pass this quiz to 10 people that you wish to know their feel about you
Just come up with names nia. Don't care if have blog or want to do or not or tagged oredi.
#1 Jia Rong
#2 Edmond
#3 Joseph Lee
#4 Eugene Wee
#5 Joshua Lee
#6 Serene
#7 Aloysius
#8 Rachel Yeo
#9 Han Yang
#10 Chee Fong

16. Who No.6 with?(Serene)
with ah. hahas. i think she is single. hahahas.

17. Is No.9 female or male?(Han Yang)
male. hahas.

18. If No.7 & No.1 be together , will it be a good thing?(Aloysius and Jia Rong)
no no. hahas. they don't know each other and both are males.

19. What is No.2 studying about?(Edmond)
he is studying how to run. hahahahas. i dont really know.

2o. When was the last time you chat with No.3?(Joseph Lee)
today. hahahas.

21. What kind of music does No.8 like? (Rachel Yeo)
emo chinese love songs. hahahas.

22. Does No.1 has siblings?(Jia Rong)
one older brother and one older sister. hahas.

23. Will you WOO No.3?(Joseph Lee)
never! hahahas.

24. How about No.7?(Aloysius)
no larh. hahas.

25. Is No.4 single?(Eugene Wee)
yeah. hahahas.

26. What is the surname of No.5?(Joshua Lee)
lee. hahas. i alr said the ans.

27. What is the hobby of No.1?(Jia Rong)
play basketball. hahas.

28. Does No.5 and No.9 get along well?(Joshua Lee and Han Yang)
quite larh. hahahas.

29. Where is No.2 studying at?(Edmond)
dunman sec. hahas.

3o. Say something about No.1.(Jia Rong)
true friends. grew up together, bathe together, fight together, play basketball together, sneaked otu of sch to eat ice pops together. hahas. childhood best friend.

31. Have you tried developing feelings for No.8 ?(Rachel Yeo)
hahahas. maybe. we will see how.

32. Where does No .9 stay ?(Han Yang)
in some big big house in kembangan. hahas.

33 . Are you No.1 & No.5 bestfriends ?(Jia Rong and Joshua Lee)
nope. hahas. they dont know each other.

34. Does No.1 has pets ?
nope. hahas.

35. Is No.7 The sexiest person in the world hahahas. we may consider that!

36. What is No.1 doing now ? (Jia Rong)
slacking at home i think. hahas.

i think that's all. ciaosu!

even if the whole world goes agasint me,
i will keep my stand,
and be myself.

2008-12-15T19:08:00.002+08:00

sickTAGBACKS;
[hi] hahas. hope so! don't worry too. hahas.
[val] read your blog mah. hahas. heard that face is quite fun. hahas.
[.SeRene] long lei! hahahas.
['ANNISA] okays. hahas. (; thx.
[aloy] okays! hahas. learn from mistakes!
[Jose] terror ah. hahas. ok. thx!
[LY] okays. hahas.

okays. i will talk about myself before doing
a quiz tagged by serene. hahas. my weekend
was okays. but i think i am falling sick
because i am done with flu and sore throat.
hahas. and i wonder if i still run in this
condition. hahas. friday's training ended
early due to some unforeseen circumstances.
hahas. then went home and rest awhile before
i go and play basketball with jia rong, jiayi
and one of their other friend. hahas. i usually
hang out more with my primary school friends.
then denise was there too. hahas. nothing much,
i old already. hahas.

went out on sat with denise, jolene,
jiayi, sherina and miss ong to geraldine's concert
at nan chiau high. hahas. i think their school
looks quite new even though the name makes me think
that it's quite old. hahas. the concert was not
too bad. hahas. can say that i enjoyed it, just
that the air con was too cold. hahas. nothing much.
i was the only guy there, because jia rong says
it's too boring so he won't want to come. hahas.
but it's okays. cause i have known them for
many years and most of them are my primary school
friends. hahas. for example i know jia yi for like
11 years? or maybe 10. hahas.

had family gathering on sunday. went to my cousin's
new house. i didn't know that 6-room flats existuntil i
see her house. quite nice. i think even better than condo,
i mean the design. hahas. then went to eat dinner at some
Teachers' Union Corner at Yeo Chu Kang there. hahas. ate
curry fish head. then found out from my cousins and uncles
that actually my dad was a fast runner when he was young,
but he stop running after marrying my mum. hahas. so maybe
i inherit the running genes from him. hahas.

so today had training. tried out my bad weather plan for
pds but apparently i got scammed for some 3 by 2 classrooms
big basement. hahas. but still thanks lynette for lending me
the card! pds was okays i can say. they got improve but with
the real rifle, i think everything will be back to square one.
hahas. but we'll see how, i am always quite proud of my sec 2s.
hahas. okays os now i shall do the quiz. hahas.

tagged by serene. hahas.

01. What have you been doing recently?
waiting for the rain to stop so i can go and run. hahas.

02. Do you ever turn your cell phone off?
when i am sleeping, i will try and reply sms asap.

03. What happened at 10.00am today?
running to meet mr yeow from some terrace basement i think. hahas.

04. When did you last cry?
when i was in sec 1. hahas.

05. Believe in fate/destiny?
i believe in both fate and destiny. i think that no matter how much you
change it, it will end up the same. hahas. because ti is fated.

06. What do you want in your life right now?
be 18, because most races have age limit. hahas.
confidence, because i lost mine.
a road racing bike. hahas.
and be happy!

07. Do you carry an umbrella when it rains, or just put up your hood?
umbrella, but usually i will be carrying a lot of stuffs so i will start to run. hahas.

08. What's your favourite thing to have on your bed?
some donkey soft toy that i have. hahas.

9. What bottom are you wearing now?
ahs pe pants. -.- hahas.

10. What's the nicest text in your inbox say?
actually nothing much now. i just cleared my inbox. hahas.

11. Do you tend to make a relationship complicated?
no no, simple and sweet si the best. hahas.

12. Are you wearing anything you borrowed from someone?
no. hahas.

13. What was the last movie you caught?
zhen ren. hahas. havent out yet but i caught it at my cousin's house.

14. What are you proud of?
i am proud of my ncc sec 2 cadets. hahas.

15. What does the oldest text message in your inbox say?
get freestyle drills info. i sent to myself. hahas.

16. What was the last song you sang out loud?
i ask my girl, to take a walk.. .. .. hahas.

17.Do you have any nicknames?
ans0nn or june. hahas.

18. What does your last received text message say?
you calling?- rachel yeo.

19. What time did you go to bed last night?
12am. hahas.

20. Are you currently happy?
not really. i cant run. hahas.

21. Who gives you best advice?
aloysius. hahas.

22. Do you eat whipped cream out of a can?
no. hahahahas.

23. Who did you talk on phone last night?
nobody actually. hahas. was otu whole day.

24. Is anything bugging you right now?
yeah. i can't run. hahahas.

25. What/who was the last thing/person to make you laugh?
suring pds. ahhas. where we played a ltitle game.

26. Do you wear toe socks?
no. hahahas. looks weird.

27. Who was the last person you missed a call from?
joshua. hahas.

28. Have you ever had your heartbroken?
yeah. hahas.

29. What annoys you most in a person?
slackerism. i agreed with that. hahas.

30. Do you have a crush on anyone?
yeah. hahas.

31. Have you ever done cocaine?
no. hahas. i wont touch drugs. hahas.

32. What is the colour of your room?
white. hahas. but study room si yellow. hahas.

33. Would you kill someone you hate for a billion dollar?
no. hahas. never take a life. hahas.

34. Do you believe in the saying : talk is cheap?
i don't understand what it means. hahas.

35. Who was the last person to lie in your bed?
myself. hahas.

36. Who was the last person to hug you?
this is quite confidential. hahas.

37. Did anyone see the last person you kissed?
nope! hahas.

38. Do you have a life?
yeah. hahas. and it's improving. (:

39. Have you ever think someone died, when they really didnt die?
yeah. just think think only. hahas.

40. What is the reason behind your profile song?
nice. hahas.

41. Who was the last person you saw in your dream?
i think it was kai xiang. someone shout part b fall in and i woke up. -.-

42. Last time you smiled?
i smile all day long, but that is my normal facial expression. hahas.

43. Have you changed this year?
yeah. busier, less smarter, sadder. hahas.

44. What are you listening right now?
hua ren wan sui by lee hom. hahas.

45. Are you talking to someone when you doing this?
msn bah. debra, rachel, aloysius, and a few other ncc juniors.

46. Do you walk with your eyes open or closed?
i blink them occasionally. hahas.

47. Is there a quote you live by?
don't do to others if you don't want others to do to you. hahas.

48. Do you want someone you cannot have?
what you mean? hahas.

49. Have you ever played an instrument?
recorder. hahahas.

50. What was the worst idea you've had in this week?
to go and pick some lock. -.-

51. What are you doing last night at 11pm?
hahas. i think i was watching tv. hahas.

52. Are you happy with your love life right now?
i will be if i have one. hahas.

53. What song best describe your love life?
hmm, xiao jiu wo by jj lin and cai zuo yan. hahas.

54. Does the person know that you like him/her?
yeah. hahas.

55. Who always make you laugh?
usually those malay hq friends of mine. hahas.

56. Do you speak other language other than English?
chinese. hahahas.

57. Favourite website(s)?
sgrunners.com hahas.

58. What's your middle name?
dont have lei. hahas. should be spacing between yi and thung.

59. What are you doing tomorrow?
do my hw. hahas.

60. What do you think you are like?
a person who wants to get things done real fast with accuracy. quiet guy, don't really like to mix around. hahas.

61. Who will you choose to die with?
nobody. hahas. i hate to see ppl die.

62. Where have you been today?
school, and out of sch for trng. hahas.

63. What game do you play often?
psp games. hahas. etc midnight club LA remix.

64. Who are you missing right now?
some person. hahas.

65. If you have to choose between friend and love, who will you choose?
we will see how. hahas.

66. What are you doing right now?
in the middle of teh survey. hahas.

67. Which primary school are you from?
meridian primary. hahas.

68. Name 3 colours that you like?
white, lime green and orange. hahas.

69. What emotion you like to show?
heck care. hahas.

70. What is your life to you?
abit rushing things. but i want to try things out when i am still young. hahas.

71. If you have something troubling you, what will you do?
talk to someone. hahas.

72. Who did you last chat in msn today?
the same ppl as whom i am talking to. hahas.

73. Who do you admire most?
admire my mom. hahas. she washs my clothes. cooks me nice meals. wakes me up when i don't and a lot alot a lot. nicest mom on earth! ahahs.

74. Which month are you born in?
august. hahas.

75. How are you feeling right now?
okays larh. hahas.

76. What is the time now?
10.18pm

77. What kind of person do u think the one who tagged you is?
quite cool. hahas. a girl who is learning to process of growing up. got a lot of problems but still a very cheerful girl. haahs. efficient i can say, and nice. (:

78.What colour did you use to dye hair?
never touch dye before. hahahas.

79. Why are you doing this test?
cause someone tagged me to. hahas.

80. What do you do when you're moody?
go and run. hahas.

81. At which age you wish to get married?
25. hahahas.

82. Who is more important to you?
my mom. hahahas. and some ppl.

83. If today is the last day of your life, what will you do?
i will run a marathon in the morning, spend all my money on shopping in the afternoon and keep some money for the finest restaurant with my love ones for dinner. hahas.

84. Who is the person you trust the most?
aloysius and rachel. hahas.

85. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after a rain?
not really. hahahas.

86. If you have a dream come true, what would it be?
the youngest marathon record runner being 16 this year is the most promising young entrepreneur of the year! hahas.

87. What is your goal for this year?
just get ready for next year. hahas.

88.Do you believe in eternity love?
yeah. it's fate what. hahas.

89. What feeling do you love most?
a good day feeling. hahas.

90. Do you really think its Global Warming now?
yes. hahas. but it does not me much so we will see how. hahas.

91. What feeling do you hate most?
awkward. hahahas.

92. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
yeah, but i believe we will meet agn soon.

93. Do you believe in God?
yeah, but i don't really know why is there different gods. hahas.

94. Who cares for you most?
my family! hahas.

95. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
as long as anything comes under me, it's important. (:

96. What will you bring when you fight?
a pair of running shoes so i can whack and run. hahas.

97. What have you done regretted doing in your whole life?
picking up art instead of piano when i was small. hahas.

98. What would you feel if no one no longer cares for you?
i feel lonely. hahas. damn sad.

99. What if your boyfriend/girlfriend two-timed you?
i will feel damn sad, hate her, then punch the guy. hahas.

100. How do you feel now?
normal larh. hahas.

Tag 8 people to do this quiz & those who are tagged cannot refuse.
These people must state who they were tagged by
& cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by
Continue this game by sending it to other people :)
so here goes:
1)Aloysius
2)Cheryl (Greenie)
3)Jolene
4)Jia Yi
5)Jia Rong
6)Denise
7)Valerie
8)Geraldine

it's all about responsibilities.

2008-12-12T21:42:00.002+08:00

screwedupTAGBACKS;
['ANNISA] hahahahas. ok. (x
['ANNISA] hahas. you got any info on freestyle drill competition? cause this will be teh first year my sch joining. hahas. ah. too bad brunei trip isnt icep. hahas. the icep cadets look quite cool. (x
[!LyReHc] cute right. hahas. don't get jealous. (x
[Jose] you shld start learning their pds drill le! they will have alot to improve! hahas.
[JiaRong] next time punch that alvis or whatever ah. hahahas. next time play again!
[bf] hahas. okays .seeya.
[val] phuket ah? hahas. heard it was quite fun down there. hahahas.
[hey] i wonder why don't you find something better to do like jogging, cycling, then wasting your time spamming people's tagback. (:
[LY] i lost it! can give me again? hahas.
[darrennn] hahahas. too bad no songs update. (x

i have came a long way. now december's going to come
to an end. and soon i will be passing out soon. alot
of things changed along the way. i wonder why am i in
the plight where i am today. my only priniciple is that
if anythings fall into my hands, i will try my best to
get it done, that's my only principle. ncc taught me alot
of things. i thought i am always a good leader. i thought
nothing will crumble under my hands. i was just browsing
through my computer documents. saw my csm speech. "lead
a good example to the rest," sometimes i wonder how my
batch people and juniors think about me. ncc made me a
confident person, ncc took my the willingness to talk
to others.

but nevermind. i take it as a lesson learnt. i promise
i will do even better. i won't give up.

let me just make the
best out of what i am
left.

2008-12-07T21:53:00.002+08:00

happyTAGBACKS;
[JiaRong] hahahas. hey hey. how're you? long time no see. hahas.
[zw] it sucks. hahas. your coc lei?
[YOUR FRIENDLY GAY] if right, you're a guy right, i think you are seriously damn sad. if you are a girl, please dont be jealous of anyone, i can track down your ip. hahas.
[val] thailand is a dangerous place man. hahahas. take care!
[aloy] sucks. hahahas. (x
[passerby] do i look like i am gay? hahas. believe what you see, not what you hear.
[o.o] thanks for your compliment. but please get a life. i believe you can be much more considerate in your comments.
[aloy] hahahas. sucks. (x
[bf] hahahas. take care!
[Jose] hahas. it was fun. (x
[Vivien] ah elephant you still owe me my shirt. hahahas.
[:)] ncc one and others. hahas. why?
[YOUR FRIENDLY GAY] just shut up and get a life. (:
[:D] but seriously it is damn spicy. hahahas.
['ANNISA] how was your platoon? hahas. and how was icep inbound? hahas.
[LY] okays. hahas.
[val (:] psp currently nto much update in games. hahas.
[YOUR FRIENDLY GAY] too bad i am not gay. get a life.
[bf] hahas. okays!

wah finally i am back. and i will be
gone soon, for a night at 3j chalet.
and this almost two weeks of staying
away from home is making me fat. many
things happened, i went camp pinnacle,
had flag day, went my cousin's wedding
and was out today's whole day shopping.
hahahas. so let us start from camp pinnacle.

honestly i can say if let us cut away all
the waiting time at the camp, we would have came
home one day earlier. so you can see how
inefficient ncc hq is. hahas. we camped at
pasir laba camp. the toilets there are getting
dirty as the years slowly pass years by years.
i can say i love working with malay people,
they are rather straighforward but i admire them
for that as they won't have any hidden agenda.
and i even made a friend that loves to do pull-ups
thus i still got train inside the camp one also. hahas.
we saw how the army, navy and air force work.
and now i am determine to go for lasik before army.
hahas. because i think glasses are troublesome
and some of the vocations in the army like commandos,
divers has a certain limitation to glasses. hahas.

we witness things like GPMG, mortar, saw etc simulators,
as well as fighter plane simulators. hahas. i might consider
signing on to the army if i get into commando and ocs.
but still we had fun and we were growing pretty fat as we had
almost up to 5 meals per day. -.- and joseph ate more
than me. hahahas. not bad larh. but honestly i wasted 5 days.
hahas. sat the C130, which probably i might sit again in the
future if i go for airborne course which i want. hahas.
so roughyl that's about it. hahas. and i can say camp pinnacle
night was fun. i love my platoon. hotel 1 all the way!

next up was flag day. hahas. time flies when you spend
your whole morning at the interchange saying, "would
you like to make a donation," not bad. i feel good as i
am doing something meaningful, completed all my stickers
with also the help of rachel yeo and her sister. hahas.
then on the same day went for my cousin's wedding. hahas.
nothing much larh. hahahas.

i wonder should i sign up for sundown using my dad's
identity. why does all marathon have to be above 18.
hahahas. will i get caught? who knows. hahas.

wah jia lat larh!

2008-11-25T11:33:00.003+08:00

offtocampTAGBACKS;
[kellyanne] look nice on me right. hahahas. hope the person trip and fall ah. hahas.
[aloy] yeah. hahas. hope the person fall and die.
[Jeremy] hahas. they just got nothing better to do.
[YOUR FRIENDLY GAY] i know i am but you believe i punch your face?
[Denise] hahahas. cannot ah. how're you? (x
[val (:] do you play psp? hahas. i am stuck with Midnight Club LA Remix and fifa 09. hahas.
[:)] alot of people. hahahas. why why? what you thinking ah? hahas.
[:D] hahahas. later melt yoru braces ah!
[JIAHUI] yeah. hahahas. my holidays are like packed. (x
['ANNISA] hope i get some nice people in my platoon. hahas.
[aloy] okays! hahahahas.
[bf] why? hahas.

i think this should be my last time
posting here till i'm back. hahas.
having two 5 days 4 nights camp straight.
i wonder how my washing machine is going
to wash all my ncc uniforms. hahas.

should be going off to part b camp soon,
now it's my turn to take them now. seriously
time flies. hahas. i will just teach them
what i learnt in my previous camp, nothing much
to look forward to, but hope i will feel accomplished
seeing them pass out of the camp with pride at
the end of the day. hahas. nothing much.

okays. hahas. i think i will miss jogging.
need to clock 30km per week soon. hahas.

RUN AT THE SPEED OF LIGHT

2008-11-22T21:44:00.005+08:00

i am being tagged so i shall be nice
and answer the tag. hahas. tagbacks another
day bah. hahas. (:

tagged by annisa. (:

1. Do you have secrets?
of course. everyone have it. (:

2. Would you fall in love with a boy/girl younger than you?
it's okays for me. hahas.

3. How long do you intend to wait for someone u really love?
until she accept. hahas.

4. What would you do with a billion dollars?
think of a way and turn it to 2 billion. (:

5. Will you fall in love with your best friend?
yeah. hahas. sure. why?

6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
being loved of course.

7. List out 5 favourite things that you like and 3 things of yourself.
Favourites: Long Distance Running, Adventure Training, Cycling, PSP games and window shopping.

3 Things bout me: Persevere, Change, Lame

9. Is there anything that has made you extremely happy?
yes of course. a lot. hahas.

10. What makes you sad?
being denied by others. hahas.

11. How would you see yourself in 10 years time?
married, monthly income of $4000, about to set up my company.

12. Who is currently the most important people to you?
family, and some people, ncc. hahas.

13. What is bothering you in life now?
how to approach others to start a talk, how to make friends with people who were good friends.

14. Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor?
married but poor. hahas.

15. What are the things you wanna do?
run a 42km and 84km marathon, get into vjc, join the commandos, get myself a decent house. (:

16. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, and both of them do the same, who would you pick?
the person who cry for me and is willing to give me up for the other girl.

17. Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing the someone has done?
yes, but i will stab the person first. (:

18. How do you say goodbye to someone you don't want to let go ?
i will ask the person to take care of herself in a lot of aspect, i won't really say goodbye.

19. If there is a choice between lover and friends,which will you choose?
friends first. (:

20. Will you fall in love soon?
maybe? maybe not. ahhas.

people i tagged:
* vivien tan
* aloysius koh
* valerie
* greenie (cheryl)
* denise
anyone can do it! (:

2008-11-21T22:52:00.002+08:00

ifoundmygoalTAGBACKS;
[aloy] hahahahas. morning instructor. (x
[:D] damn hot lei the stingray. hahahas.
[Denise] hey. hahas. how're you?
[bf] hey! hahas.
[SUSANTI] how're you! i saw you walking at bugis st last year. hahas.
[jiahui] but damn long queue lei! hahahas. you buy for me larh!
[Vivien] hahahahas. elephant dont eat too much!
[jiahui] the campfire was fun! hahas.
[val (:] at upp east coast terminal there lorh. hahahas.
[bf] but the ice is still super irritating. hahahas.
[Jose] i am addicted to lvie rounds. hahas.

rather busy this week. shooting competition
was just over, and i attended like 1/3 of SSA
only due to shootign competition. hahas. not
bad, but can be better, AHSNCC Part C got 4th
in national. maybe it is fated de bah, only we
know. (: sec two did okays and sec one was way
below expectations. hahas.

not bad. hahas. fuhua CO is quite a nice guy.
talked to him today. finally found my goal. i
always thought the post 'sergeant major' that i'm
carrying now is just a post that carries authority,
if i ensure my juniors and my batch are doing okays,
i am passable. but i found out that there is more to it.
hahas. it had been long since i had recieved such
encouragement. beyond words to decribe, the feeling that
you want to see your unit do well, u want your juniors to
feel proud. i feel good. 2009 will be a new year to me.
i always thought if i doing okays for studies, my ncc
post will carry me across. but now, i want to top ncc
for my studies again, i want to gain back the respect
of my batch de some people. i always feel empty but
somehow SSA gave me the chance to want to talk to others,
instead of being quiet. hahahas. i will want to contribute
my 101 percent for NCC. i am proud of ahsncc, let ahsncc be
proud of me tomorrow. thanks mr chia. (:

we will start next year, freestyle drill competition, ncc napfa
results, shooting for all 3 parts, i got everything plan out in
my mind le. i will want to hand over properly. go ahsncc!

i will study hard.
- yijun, 1993~

2008-11-09T19:49:00.004+08:00

ohyesTAGBACKS;
[:D] hahas. how are your holidays!
[jiahui] you got go there eat before ah? hahahas. but i think the satay there sucks. hahas.
[bf] but sill supper irritating. hahahas.

nothing much. hahas. had company run
yesterday then had mentoring. followed
by my swimming lesson. dont know who
to learn from so learnt from rachel.
hahas. not bad. at least i know how
to swim. then went bedok food centre
to eat. hahas.

then today. woke up about 1230pm.
i think that is the latest time i
had ever woke up. hahas. then started
doing homework all the way till evening.
then went to run about 8km. hahas. have
to start clocking 20km per week this
month. so i will increase 10km per month
and by the time of the adidas sundown next
year. i hope i can be ready to run at
least 42km. hahas. then on the way home
saw zhiyong. hahas. it seems like the
beach is rather crowded today and it is
super irritating to see cyclists on
thr running/walking path. hahahas.

nothing much. having chinese test tomorrow
so gotta go study le. hahas. ciaosu. (:

roll roll roll your boat.

2008-11-07T21:24:00.002+08:00

achingTAGBACKS;
[jac] chem test was hard. hahahas.
[passer-by] retest for Os larh. hahahas. (x
[:D] wah you super childish lei! hahaahs. =D
[Jeremy] take bus 10 from simpang and alight at bedok food centre, or run pass it larh. hahas.
[bf] damn hard to bite lei. hahahahas.

ah my arms are aching now. hahas.
long time never do pumpings le.
not that i'm old but i'm just
frozen for awhile. hahas.
and one thing that made me
happy that i am invited to
be the facilitator of
safety and security ambasordor
camp 2008! hahas. and it is confirmed
le so most slightly i am going.
which means i will take other school
UG people for camp and thinking about
it is already making me excited! hahas.
plus i had fun last year during SSA 2007
so i would like to meet my old friends
again. hahas.

today was kinda wasted cause training
was cancelled so got home and started
playing my psp. hahas. no mood to do
homework. hahas. and i think i regret
not doing homework cause tomorrow will
be a long day for me. hahahas. nothing
much also. hahas. just hope that holidays
faster come. hahas.

BORED~

2008-11-05T22:20:00.002+08:00

15TAGBACKS;
[jac] hwo did u meditate? hahas. sheep shld be thinking quite simple. hahas. i think i will screw it up! hahas.
[bf] i think i screwed it up badly. hahahas.
[val (:] hahas. next time i will try running from changi beach there to ecp. hahahas. then i would have completed most of it! ran by the bedok camp II that side. hahas.
[Jose] try to update as much as possible now bah! hahahas.

i am so tired now. hahas.
let me talk about O level
chinese first. have you seen
anyoen as dumb as me to put wrong
question number for both my essays
although i must admit i wrote both
essays to somewhere my standard.
hahas. so if i fail the Os chinese
i wont be surprise. because this is
just parts and parcels of life. hahas.

after that went to simpang and eat.
hahas. i wonder why is there so
much office people there. hahas.
then go home and played my PSP
till 4 plus. hahas. overshot
my schedule by a little. then
went jogging from my house to
the OBS centre at ECP there, around
15km. hahas. finally i am getting
the hang back. hahas. and i think
i'm getting fat so it's time for
me to exercise! hahahas.

after run went to try the
ye lai xiang cheng teng at bedok
food centre opposite bedok camp II.
not bad ah. if you all heard of it
before. i just dont like the ice of
the cheng teng to be in real solid
cubes. i prefer the smashed ice type.
hahas.

i think i am going to die. i havent
study chem yet and i'm gonna mug now.
hahas. but i donbt think i got the
mood! hahas. seeya!

http://clotheshangers.blogspot.com COLOURED CONTACTS HERE!

2008-11-03T22:04:00.002+08:00

boredTAGBACKS;
[debra] hahas. hope everything will be fine and easier after next year Os!
[val (:] not long enough. hahahas. the scenery starts from kembangan to ECP. hahahas.
[Jose] hahas. now why suddenly got again ah? hahas.
[bf] hahahas. same to you!
[jiahui] what. hahahas. have fun at your camp!
[:D] yeah! hahas. where is it from? hahas.

nothing much about today. PDS was 8-1
so didn't stay. hahas. then got home
and completed some homework before eventually
moving on to preparations for Os Chinese.
and i'm still at it now. no mood to absorb
anything. hahas.

bingo is quite a fun game actually, when you
play with classmates' or teachers' names.
then today lesson was rather quiet without
jai hui. hahas. and han yang told me jai hui's
father own company that rent those machines
that got crane all those one. then i thought,
now banglah are coming to singapore to work
as construction workers. will there be a
day when singaporeans would go over to
banglahdesh to be construction workers?
hahahas. i hope not.

lessons are getting extremely boring.
oh and ytd just ran the salamon x trail
run. not bad ah. remind me of brunei that
your whole foot will sink into the mud,
and we have to ran rounds and rounds
around the grassy hills and made me think
liek a sheep. hahahas. but seriously the
terrain there is tough. not bad. good
training. hahas. and my body is still
aching now. hahas. i think i faster go
read and go sleep le. haahs. seeya.

keep the smile on. =D

2008-10-31T20:33:00.003+08:00

runningTAGBACKS;
[jac] same to you! hahas.
[bf] yeah. hahahas.
[passer-by] fat is not good to me. hahahahas.
[debra] soon! hahas. we should have went at the start!
[Janus] hey hey. hahas.
[passer-by] hahas. thanks alot!
[valerie(:] hahas. u run from where to where?
[zw] hey hey. ahahs. all the best for Os!
[Somebody] ok. hahas. thx! i will! =D
[hi] hahahas. work hard! hahas.
[Vivien] slimming down is the coolest thign ever. hahas.
[bf] have fun! hahahas.

hahas. seriously i think blogger
is getting boring but nevermind.
hahas. i am going fine. just starting
back my running career. hahas.
and i have decided to forgo rollerblading
temporary to go after my triathlon dream.
will learn swimming next thursday i think.
i plan to get a road bike soon, trying to
look for cheap ones. hahas. once all these
are okays, i should be ready for next year
tribob triathlon. nothing much to post
actually but this is my highlight of the week.
hahas. having salamon trail run this sunday.
this should be my last race of the year.
hahas. next year will be rather an interesting
year for me. hahahas.

heard chiang rai people not going chiang rai le.
lucky i am smart ah. hahahas. didnt follow
allow and i get to enjoy in this clean and safe
s'pore! hahahahas.

HAPPY HALLOWEEN!

2008-10-21T22:23:00.002+08:00

longlostTAGBACKS;
[Vivien] hahahas. why? cute right?
[bf] okays. hahahas.
[debra] how're you? hahahas.
[val (:] how are yoru results? hahas.
[JoSh] not bad ah. hahahas.
[shelton] how ah? your results? hahas.
[shelton] yeah. hahas. why?
[:D] you then slow ah. hahahas.
[bf] work hard next year bah. hahahas.

i think i lead a carefree life now. hahas.
don't want to really 'control' too much into
ncc. i don't get anything at the end of the
day. hahas. now what i hope is to nurtue the
next batch of leaders to my best, teach them
everything i learnt. and now i occasionally
play basketball with my friends downstair,
go around trying good food with my friends who
know all about food, still run as per normal
and sign up for various courses and runs.
i think i'm enjoying life now, i'm not escaping
from anything. i'm not keeping quiet for anything,
it's time to observe. (:

time flies and my L1R5 got 13. let us just let nature
takes it course, i will try my best, and we'll
see how on the way. hahas. not really upset, i admit
i tried my best. hahas. and here comes the extra 3 weeks
of lesson. hahas. having quite a lot of courses and in
this nov and dec holiday, having shooting competition,
camp pinnacle, bring those kids to sana course and of
course part b camp and cca orientation. hahas.

looking forward to next year, going away to New Zealand
for 11 days for training again. hahas. hope this time
will be better than Brunei. i just love travelling.
hahahahas.

nothing much larh. gotta go do homework le.
hahas. seeya. (:

let me show you.

2008-10-03T20:09:00.002+08:00

screwedTAGBACKS;
[:D] why so fast? hahahahas. not fair!
[Jose] okays! hahas. i will try to. (: hahas.
[sihui] thanks! hahas. same to you!
[bf] have fun and enjoy life! hahas.

hahas. 4 papers down.
5 more to go. hahas.
currently all are screwed up.
but nevermind. shall not
talk about it. hahas.
finally my sheresbridge run
certificate came today. i
completed 21km in 2:10:52,
not too bad for a newbie. hahas.

slacked my day off today.
taught cumalative frequency
after school and revised abit of QA,
then got home and started playing
website games. hahas. then
went jogging but instead,
i was attracted by the scenery
and in the end i ended up sitting
by the beach and enjoying the
breeze. hahahas.

if i have a pair of rollerblades
it would be better. hahahas.
honestly i like the beach alot.
hahas. okays bah, i think i go
study le. hahas. seeya. (:

everything seem to
have a long way to go.

2008-09-30T22:12:00.002+08:00

muggingTAGBACKS;
[:D] i didn't save your hp number that time! hahahas. sry!
[JIAYI] okays. hahahas. scan lorh. hahas. (x
[JiaRong] that was long long time ago i think. hahahas. play bball with you soon after my exams. hahas.
[val (:] what did you ask me about maths again? hahas.
[Janus] yeah. hahas. more time and mood to blog now. hahas. all the best for eoys. (x
[bf] go run larh. hahahas.

happy bday to vivien. hahas.
and also happy early children day.
got a children day present today.
quite surprise and quite cool. hahas.
EOYs are just 2 days away and my mood
is like after EOYs le. hahas. have
to spring back to work mood after EOYs.
alot of things to rush and complete.

my day was okays. hahas. after school went
to find some teachers with han yang, then
went home and sleep. hahas. hmm. i should be
going away on oversea training again next
year january to new zealand, provided i can
pass the interview. hahas. but interviews
are always okays to me. ahsncc have taught me
how to handle complex and complicated situation.
so let's just see how bah. hahas.

hahas. i have just noticed that my secondary
school or rather my teenager's life is quite
adventurous. different people will want to
spend their teenager life in different ways.
some would like to concentrate on gaming,
and really crave a path out for themselves
to be the top gamers of the world. some would
like to put in their best in the sports area,
and be an outstanding athelete while they can.
some would like to study hard, so to give themselves
a bright future in the days to come. hahas.
but for me, i would like to travel around the world,
experience all sorts of weather conditions,
all sort of cultures and all sort of lifestyles
while i still can. hahas. i like to explore places,
just like how the small little curiousity of mine
when i was young brought me cycling around the
neighbourhood to explore things out. so,
what kind of life will you want to lead
while you're still healthy and kicking? hahas.

i promise to row on,
no matter how tough
life might be.

2008-09-27T23:30:00.002+08:00

engTAGBACKS;
[JiaRong] take larh. hahahas. memory lei. (x i wonder if the illegal ice pop shop still there. hahahas.
[bf] have fun! hahas.

today was my english oral.
so we ended up in the hall
waiting and wei en, yi rong,
yong cheng and me had a fun time
guessing the passages that will
be tested. hahas. by right i'm
supposed to get the topic about
marriage under the conversation
part BUT the teacher just simply say,
"thank you, you may go now.
you are good but need to be
wise in your words." i was like
shocked and i stunned for awhile.
i want to talk about marriage!
hahas. what a fun topic it would be.
hsin yin larh, finish so fast. hahas.
i wanted to go to another teacher
at first de. hahahas.

alrights. then went to cut my hair,
then went home and started slacking.
feel guilty for doing very little
work today. hahas. actually i
noticed i have a lot of dreams
i want to achieve by 21 years old.
hahas. maybe i'm somehow rushing
life but i call this- "LIFE". hahas.
i want to:
1)join ncc supernumerary course in 2009
2)run a 42km marathon in 2009
3)join trialathon in 2010
4)join ncc airborne course in 2010
5)run adidas sundown 42km in 2010
6)ncc desert trekking course in 20XX
7)ncc mountaineering course in 20XX
8)join commando and OCS in 20XX
9)get engaged in 2015 =D (COOLEST)

hahahas. i think i
better go sleep now.
it's late. seeya. (:

SAW NOTHING.
HEARD NOTHING.
SAY NOTHING.
WORTH NOTHING.

2008-09-25T20:44:00.003+08:00

examsaredrawingnearTAGBACKS
[jessica] hey. hahas. how're you?
[:D] why lost my number? hahas.
[val (:] hahahas. all the best for your maths!
[aloy] blading is damn fun. hahahas.
[bf] why? hahas.

whoosh. exams are drawing near. hahas.
until now i think i am abit lagging.
hahas. but nevermind. we'll see. hahas.
hanyang today told me that,
"people from young till now will suddenly
fat, but you remained the same." hahas.
actualy i was once a fat pig. but that
was long ago. hahas. looking the photo
on top reminds me of last time. hahas.
spot me if you can. hahas. the most
left guy is jia rong. some of you all
might know who is jia rong, if you
played basketball with us befoe. hahas.
we were once the 3 musketeers that
rule the whole primary school. hahas.
just joking. we just went around and
created trouble. but thinking back,
it's quite fun. like sneaking out of
school to buy illegal ribena ice pops
from some ulu place, fighting with other
people all day long. this is what i call
childhood. hahas.

i'm like the wind.
solo.

2008-09-20T22:51:00.004+08:00

STUDYHARDtagbacks;
[DaRReN] they are nice okays. hahahahas.
[.SeRene] same to you! hahahas. it's fun. relief stress in thios hectic school life. hahas. =D
[jiahui] i where got. hahas. same to you! =D
[Jose] but if we do well we would feel accomplished. =D hahas.
[shelton] dont fall down. hahas. (x
[jac] how's yours? hahas. it's tough. (x
[hi] quite larh. hahas. why?
[JiaRong] yeah. haahs. getting more and more dumb. (x
[bf] tomorrow will be a better day! hahas.
[Jeremy] yeah. hahas. so where do you want to go at the end of the day? hahas. actually leading is not one plus one equals to two. you need to find out why. hahas. all the best. you still have a long way to go. (:
[bf] why bad? hahas.
[bf] although i can run but he cant run. hahahas.
[JoSh] if it is me i wouldnt even want to walk ah. hahahas.
[JoSh] cause not so busy le mah. hahas. dont play too much cabal! study hard! hahahas.
[val (:] do you rollerblade? hahas.

hahas. now it's studying time.
my day's kinda wasted. was a
little sick today. but managed to
complete preparations for the upcoming
chinese test. then went for a little
jog. hahas. but had to start half way
cause my sneezy nose can't take it
anymore. hahas. i must do well this
time for EOY! i got quite some plans
after the EOY. i'm gonna learn how to
rollerblade and i'm going to rollerblade
to school and the city when i get
the hang of it. it's time for me
to learn how to cook too. hahas.
my mum promised to teach me cooking
after my exams. and generally my holiday
would be spent on this two things
and also preparations for secondary four
since i am not going overseas. hahas.

and after EOY, i will go back to the
old lifestyles, where we can play
basketball everyday after school without
having any fears for tomorrow.
but still, there are still some
ncc work for me and some of the
other 'monsters' to complete.
kinda rush i think. but nevermind,
everything will turn out fine. hahas.

alright. i should be mugging physics today.
going mug le. ahahs. seeya. (:

the fruit is always at the BACK.

2008-09-16T19:40:00.003+08:00

gooddayTAGBACKS;
[bf] too much stuffs to do. hahas.

today is generally a good day,
till now. hahas. most of my things
kept to schedule. and physics spa
was easy. hahas.

so just came back from a jog. hahas.
and somehow ended up at the dining
table when got home. then my brother
start telling me:
"You went jogging?"
"uh-huh." i replied.
"i think later i'm going to run at
the mjc stadium, it closes at 9.30pm"
"i see." i replied.
"i think holiday i'm gonna run 100 rounds
around it." he said excitedly.
"100 rounds=40km, if you can, i cut off
my **** in front of you." i replied.
"you say one, if i cant i owe you swensen."

you see nowadays how kids get cheated
and fool easily. that's why being a
primary school teacher is good.
you can scare the hell out of the
student. hahahas.

to be good,
sometimes you need to be
evil.

2008-09-15T19:23:00.004+08:00

hecticTAGBACKS;
[aloy] no problem! hahas.
[bf] life's hectic! hahas.
[:D] how're you! hahahas.
[hi] i think it is kinda meaningful. hahas.

seriously life's getting busy. hahas.
don't really have time to even prepare
for the major event. hahas. sian~

even if the road is tough,
i will persevere on~

2008-09-13T23:20:00.002+08:00

happyTAGBACKS;
[aloy] ahhahas. roller blading is fun. (x
[Jose] yeah i will. hahas. thx alot. (:
[jac] u must talk more! hahas.
[val (:] ok! hahas.
[val (:] yeah i will! hahas.
[wenjie] ahahhas. (x
[shelton] okays. hahas. (:

shelton: cheer up dude. we all believe in you. jia you ba

yesterday was a happy day. and honestly,
i began to like 3j. not that i don't like
3j at first but it's kind of stranger.
but after talking around, i think that
3j's cool. hahahas. i will try and talk
more. (;

today is a happy day you can say. hahas.
woke up. had part B IFC proficiency part two.
nothing much to talk about. hahas.
had mentoring after that with aloysius.
finally understand cosecX, secX all that crap.
hahas. then we went to my house to upload
some stuffs for mr lee. apprantly mr lee
cant read some files i sent him. hahas.
then played around with his i phone.
actually it's kinda sian. hahahahas.
then met up with mr lee at tanah merah.
finally first time saw him driving. quite cool.
hahas. then took a lift to aloysius house
downstair then that's where the fun part began.

he taught me how to roller blade and i
picked it up in one day, with a little
of turning and braking. not bad ah. haahs.
i kinda like roller blading now and i swear
one day, i'm gonna roller blade to school
on a non-common test thursday. hahas. but i
would have to master it well and get my blades
before i can do that of course. hahas.
nearly sprained my wrist but it's fine. hahas.
feel accomplished. hahas.

then had dinner at home before playing
basketball with my childhood and primary
friends. jia rong, raphael they all. long
time no play. hahas. and i got the hang of my
lay up back. second happy thing. hahas.
so now i've just reached home and third happy
thing is the amt of pull-ups i can do is now increased.
hahas. so yeah. hope tmr would be a better day. (:

after taking so much from ncc in this two years,
it's time for me to return it all back~

2008-09-10T21:02:00.002+08:00

[Jose] hahahas. rmb use the weighing machine.
[Jose] can plug as tv lei. haahhas.
[JoSh] short peopel are cool. hahahas. i just lazy blog.
[bf] np! ahhas.
[bf] ahhahas. ok. (x
[:D] hahas. how're you?
[wenjie] really meh? hahas.

i don't know if it's appropriate
for me to come blogging before
i even cross half of my amaths
revision. hahas. life's the same.
hahas. did some lantern hanging
today. hahas. don't worry ahs,
ahsncc will be here to support
you from everything. hahas.
just joking. i wonder who is that
person who started all these
things. hahahas.

sometimes i think my life is
quite sad. i noticed i have
turned pesimistic. hahas.
i lost the confidence to run,
i lost the confidence to
command and control,
i lost the confidence to be
cheerful and sense of humour,
i lost the confidence to get
just A1s for my subjects,
i lost the confidence to tell
myself: " Yi Jun, you're the best. "

i heard the story about appreciation,
i heard the story about respect,
i heard the story about being a leader,
i heard the story about politics.
the world is just too complicated.
that's why miscommunication always
end up in war (real life). i hate wars,
whenever i watch documentart regarding wars
or anything similar. why cant the people
from this world just smile, and explain
everything to each other, maybe it will
make this world a more simpler place.

i no longer know how to enjoy the
scenery down the beach. maybe i will
find myself some day. (:

let's just go back and play blind mice,
where life is much more simpler~

back!

2008-08-31T23:59:00.000+08:00

i wont reply tagbacks.
hahahas.

hahahas. i'm back.
after quite some time.
no that busy but blogger
kinda turns me off. hahas.
first thing first, i know
i am short. hahas. 170cm
now, but for a guy who is
21 km runner, that makes
some logic bah. hahas.
i admit i'm short, but i
lead a happy life actually.
hahahas. so ya, god treats
everyone equally, you gain some
here, lose some there. hahas.

okays. so what have i done so far?
nothing much. hahas. just ran 21km
army half marathon. hahas. and
picked up bowling too. my results
are dropping btw. hahas. but nvm.

interesting encounters while i was
on hiatus:
1) met a rat as big as my fingers tip to
my elbow eat pasir ris park.
2) some ghostly encounter in the canteen
when having mentoring in school in a dark
afternoon.

nothing much larh. hahas. today went to
watch 12 Lotus and bowling again. hahas.
12 Lotus was hai hao, i kinda find it
boring. hahas. touching larh, but not
my type. hahas. i think Meet Dave is
nicer. hahas. i think this holiday is
abit screwed. hahas. having total defence
lesson and bball with quite some ppl tmr.
hahas. finally can play with jia rong again.
and just got myself a 24-inch new acer computer,
the graphic is damn zai. hahahas.
probably had to wait for the submission to get
approved before they delievered the computer,
because my brother and i are paying
through installments. quite dumb. hahas.

when i was on hiatus, i learned that many things
you do in life you do as a leader, don't get
appreciated, but that's what make you want to
do more for your people. hahas. life is just too
complicated, politics matters are just way too adult,
we children shouldn't be meeting with problems like
such at this point of time. hahas.

gtg slp le. hahas. long day ahead tmr.
ciaosu. (:

the words from the owner
always reflect the characteristics
of the owner.

2008-06-29T20:07:00.003+08:00

longlostTAGBACKS
[DaRReN] yeah. hahahas. i hope he get shot dead alive. (x
[shelton] hahas. i'm a nice guy you see. (; hahas.
[shelton] hahas. (:
[shelton] okays. hahas. thanks.
[shelton] you all shld go next time. it's really fun. hahas.
[JoSh] no problem. hahahas.
[zhiyong] okays. hahas. i will go andt hink about it. hahas. sure sure. please guide me along. hahas.
[zhiyong] oh i see. hahas. okays. i understand. (:
[zhiyong] okays larh. hahas. i quite like hq events after going some of them. hahas. but i will go and think about what you say. hahas.
[zhiyong] hahas. okays. afterall brunei is quite a small place apart from the jungles. hahas.
[zhiyong] yeah it's him. hahas. how's the camp over there? hahas.
[Vivien] really? hahahas. how're you? still selling fruits? hahahahas. take care!
[EEKWEE] no larh. hahahas. next time you all shld try going. hahas.
[SW] yeah. hahas. sure. thanks. (:
[jiahui] okays. hahahas. thanks. (x
[hi] hahas. cause that tiem we just woke up i think. (x hahas.
[.SeRene] hahas. but i dont really know how to smack all that. hahahas.
[Janus] what pistol? hahahas.
[Janus] i see i see. hahahas.
[Janus] natural flush. hahahas. but dotn ever stand behind someone who is shitting. hahas.
[JoSh] next time go apply for the icp lorh. hahahas. next tiem ns confirm a lot of chance de. hahas.
[Jose] my friend went and she said it was fun. hahas. but typical programmes larh. hahas. go apply next time lorh. (x
[guest] you are? hahas.
[JiaRong] is the timothy de. hahas.
[paper] how you! hahas.
[annonymous] hi. hahahas.
[zheng yi] hey hey. (x hahas.
[jolene-] i quit le lei! hahahas.
[shelton] hahas. okays.
[shelton] hahas. why?
ashleY: wahlao sheena, u nv even apologise. haha, we're SORRY!! haha, its qin hui btw
[Sheena] hahas. hi. how're you? (x
[jiahui] hahahas. you bgi fat short rabbit in the photo. hahahas.
[jiahui] student camp was fun. hahahas.
[debra] yeah man! hahahas.
[.Serene] the mountains are killing me. hahahas.
[valerie(:] must tag me lei! hahahas.
[passer by.] hi. hahas. (:
[shelton] =D
[shelton] hahas. okays.
[shelton] i'm used to it you see. hahas.
[shelton] yeah. hahas.
[shelton] hahas. okays. (x
[shelton] hahahas. yeah.
[Adalia!] thanks for teaching me malay! hahas. will you be going senior spec course?
[JoSh] hahahas. why?
[DaRReN] hai hao larh. hahahas.
[jolene-] she got bf le larh. hahahas.
[clare] how're you! hahahas.
[star gazer] you are? hahas.
[star gazer] hahas. okays. (:
[star gazer] =D
[star gazer] hahas. i see i see.
[valerie(:] hahahas. i very long never eat ice cream le. hahas. but i like swensen de. hahas.
[valerie(:] hahahas. how's sch now?
[valerie(:] for basketball ah? hahas.
[debra] hey! hahahas.
[wwe] hey. hahas. (x
[JiaRong] hahahas. no time for bball ah. hahas.
[:D] where got! hahahas.
[Jose] relax larh flag barrier! hahahas.

whoosh. finally reply all the tags.
hahas. let me tell you what. i'm still
left with a piles of homework, about 3
more jian bao, 2 more heymaths solutions,
a lot of ws. hahas. and a lot of make up
classes. but it's okays larh. hahas. this week
can complete all. hahas.

so now nth much also. a lot of ncc activties.
gonna choose the ndp parade commander soon.
hahas. maybe it's between javier and me. hahas.
that time i shouted with me ytd, just came and
play play. but i must admit he's good. but too
bad my ears grow on my head so i can't judge myself.
hahas. what's mine is mine, so i will just fight
for it. hahas. if i don't get it i won't be sad.
hahas. cause my dream is to hold ncc day parade in
HQ, not ahs. hahas.

i think i will go do my jian bao now. if not
chen ze hou will start ranting about me again.
hahas. got a lot to catch up after my leg recover,
both physically and in the studies aspect. hahas.
i got a feeling i grew fatter cause i havent exercise
for long. hahas. so that's all until now bah. hahas.
ciaosu. (:

the window view i get from my bunk
at brunei. (:

backfrom brunei;

2008-06-26T15:00:00.002+08:00

i will reply tags another day! (:

i think my blog's dead. hahas.
i'm officially back from brunei,
back in one piece. hahas. actually
i was back yesterday, but currently
i'm on mc while others are in school.
hahas. cause my leg got infection. why
infection, i will tell later. hahas.

seriously this was a total new experience
for me. not everyone is able to experience
the magnificent Temburong, one of the toughest
training ground of the SAF in brunei, not even
all NS people. hahas. what i can say that, the
5 days 4 nights jungle training was fun. hahas.
but the jungle trekking was super tough, tougher
than anything in my whole life, tougher than the
point of life where eugene peh was shouting,
"i want worm crawl!" hahahas. now i know how hard
it is to become a commando. hahas. alrights, at
first i expected brunei to be super dirty, the
jungle stay to be okays okays only. i didn't
really look forward to it. hahas. i know nobody
there, not even the sporeans there at first,
nobody. me, alone, in the big big brunei. hahas.
i didn't expect much out of the trip. hahas.
so on 16th june morning, i went to the airport.
and that marks the departure of me. hahas.

16th June 2008
i arrived at the airport. hahas. saw people in
the same tee shirt, but don't recognise their
face. hahas. then the teacher officer came. hahas.
he got a screwed up face, he's like so big size,
as in top and big but definitely not body builder.
at first i thought he was a really nice guy, but
as time flies, i find that he's a bloody idiot.
and in 10 of us that was sent to brunei de reports,
we are gonna complain about him all the way. hahas.
i will tell you what this bloody idiot did to me in
brunei. hahas. he's bag pack was 32kg when he check in,
and what's inside is ribena, chocolate bars and more
food that i actually can expect a person to bring.
so we took some group photos, i felt really lonely there.
hahas. then boarded the plane. nothing much also.
hahas. no tv in front of you, the seats were like
cramped together. hahas. sit with this guy called
show chan and calvin, didn't really know them at first,
but in the end we became really really good friends.
hahas. 1 hour and 45 minutes of flight, reached brunei.
hahas. looking out of the window of the plane, brunei
airport was like spore's budget airline. but seriously
after i got into the airport it seriously looks like
it's budget airline in spore. hahas. then the SAF,
Brunei Cadet Force (BCF) and the brunei army people
came fetching us. hahas. took a bus to one of the
camp in town to fetch the brunei cadets. brunei town
area was super small, like pasir ris and tampines
combine also bigger than it i think. hahas. it's
abit like m'sia but not so much plantations. hahas.
m'sia plantations are enough to make you sian. hahas.
then they boarded the bus, shook hand with them. hahas.
felt awkward. maybe due to the language barrier, maybe
due to first time meeting? hahas. then went to Rimba
Camp, a very simple camp, which their HQ is inside the
camp, like ours inside Amoy Quee. hahas. but they only
have two small buildings of SISPEC standard. hahas.
so our stay there was good. hahas. check in, unpacked
my stuffs. then had lunch. hahas. everything there
was spicy and at first, i did not really like it but
after a few days i was used to it. hahas. have to march
in the camp, and their command was a different type
of malay compared to ours. hahas. then had a briefing
for the next few days activity, but it wasn't accurate
cause they didn't update the schedule. hahas. first day
there's a lot of admin time. hahas. then have dinner,
and after dinner was ice breaking. some lame games but
we got to know each others names. hahas. then bathe and
sleep. hahas. the toilet there was nice. hai hao larh.
hahas. started to miss home. hahas. and a lot of stufs.

17th June 2008
woke up. hahas. had a little shower. then we
had breakfast and we went around visiting. hahas.
went to park and saw their waterfall. hahas. nice.
then went to the town there and visit Royal Resignia,
dont know how to spell it. hahas. but's it like a
museum for the Sultan. hahas. then walked around the
town, went to Kampong Aia, one of the town that was
build on water. hahas. and seriously it's very dirty
there. now i know how to appreciate singapore nad
dear singaporeans, don't complain not having enough,
be glad that you have it. hahas. cause you are far
more fortunate than those people out there. hahas.
imagine their land that they build their house on
is compiled by rubbish like plastic bag and bottle
to form the land part. hahas. it's seriously very
kelian. than sat the boat and went around sight
seeing. hahas. then went back to the camp. hahas.
today's the day when we started to have preparations
for the jungle training. hahas. woke up, changed into
no.4, they call it the D.B.M hahas. had demo jungle
cooking, but it's is not like those field cooking, it's
the cooking of comabat rations. i will tell you how
it taste later. hahas. then had demo of setting up the
A-frame tent, maybe the GG will know about this, cause
this will be our 5 star hotel in the jungle for 2 nights.
hahas. then that almost took up the whole of the afternoon
and morning. hahas. so got my boots rather dirty.
but however at night, we went out shopping again,
at 'The Mall', the biggest shopping mall in spore.
hahas. but it's like as big as plaza singapura
only. hahas. didn't shop much there. full of fake
stuffs and real stuffs were too expensive. hahas.
for example one pair of nike shoes, those fashion de
is 80 plus dollars, but at the rate of buy one pair
get one pair free. hahahas. i cant believe that.
then after that went back to the camp lorh. hahas.
and played abit table tennis. table tennis is super
fun. hahahas. then went to sleep. today was just full
of shopping and talking to the brunei people. nothing
much to blog about. hahas.

18th June 2008
morning had bunk inspection, got pumped by the
major there (brunei) cause my boots were dirty,
but he went aroudn anyhow pump people. hahas.
i kinda forget what we did in the morning. hahas.
cause most of the day was just admin time. we
went to collect our Standard Battle Order (SBO)
and SBO items and our field pack. hahas. then
we went back to our bunks and started packing.
hahas. spent most of the time playing table tennis.
then at night went shopping again. hahahas. but
this time the shopping mall sucks as it is much
more expensive than ytd and less variety, so
just hang around in the arcade. hahas. nothing
much, went back after that. the third day was
more of packing and preparation for the jungle
training that's gonna start the next day. hahas.
spent the whole night thinking about the next day.
they called the next day hell, which i think it
was. hahahas.

19th June 2008
this is the day whereby there's a lot of travelling,
almost the whole day is used for travelling purpose.
reported at about 6 for breakfast in long 4. hahas.
then later got really with our full battle order
(brunei version) and our cute little jungle hat that
was issued by them. hahas. took some platoon photos
before leaving. took an almost 1 hour bus ride to
some navy port, than we departed by landing craft.
a landing craft is a transport ship that is used
by the navy for transportation usually. hahas. then
the front part can rise and descend like a bridge.
the whole journey took like 4 hours, so you can
imagine what will i do on the landing craft. and
somemore, we have to build shelter using poles
and ponchos. hahas. then some of us were in the
sun when we were sleeping. hahas. nothing much.
a boring trip. but the interesting part starts
to come in when we entered the Temburong district.
the surroundings are just trees and more trees.
hahas. some of my friends even spotted crocodile
swimming around. hahas. and finally we reached a
port near a Mosque and i went to the toilet to
clear my stomach. couldn't take it. hahas.
then we took the 5 toner (if it is spelled
like this) ride, which was about an hour
to Kampong Temada, where we will began our
trekking. on the way there i felt sian and more
sian. hahas. just don't know what's ahead for
me. hahahas. but finally, we reached the gate of
hell and in our full battle order, we were
ready to trek off. seriously Temburong is not
play play de. hahas. no wonder the OCS trainee
can die there. hahas. the weather there in
brunei, which i forget to mention just now,
was super hot. hahas. it get bright early
and dark early compared to spore. hahas. then
in the jungle, with your long 4, with the
almost 5kg FBO, it feel like worse than suana.
hahas. and the first 10m, which was a slope,
was enough to kill me le. hahas. trust me,
you can't find those slopes in singapore,
it's worse than you ever imagine, and just
like what zhi yong said, "the slopes there
are you never see before de," hahas. it is
much worse than the slopes when i was doing
trekking in m'sia in march. hahas. it was like
an endless journey, just trees, and more trees.
everywhere was muddy, we have to step into the
mud like every moment. hahas. we had to travel
across places like cliffs but with more vegetations.
it was super dangerous. hahas. just one wrong
step and that's it of you. hahas. it was really tiring
and i sweat like i never did before. it was super
tough and tiring. hahahas. everywhere is slopes,
and one wrong move and you're dead those type.
hahas. there's even this part whereby there's
only a tree trunk and you have to balance
across it, and the ground below is like almost one
storey away. hahas. if you drop, same thing, you're
dead. hahahas. we trek almost for like 4 hours and
the distance is only 1km? hahas. it's like endless, i felt
like i was dying then. too tired. hahas. worse than
running 21km. hahas. finally we reached Kampong Mariam,
a jungle village deep in the jungle. hahas. when i
reach there i was like so damn happy. hahahas. a
great achievement to me! hahahas. when we reached
there it was like evening and getting dark soon. hahas.
the most wonderful thing is there's astro there, something
like our SCV but theirs can watch Euro. hahas. but it's
only for instructors. hahas. the bunk were just surrounded
by those materials you see that surrounds construction
sites in spore, than their bed is wooden, with dust and
the best thing is i got a corner bed and it's full of
dust and bat shit. hahas. so those cute little bat
were flying around me every moment. hahas. but they won't
knock into you. hahas. then we wanted to bathe and
there was no water! hahas. had powder bath instead,
then wanted to use the toilet but cant flush and ended
up stepping into mud. hahas. stupid ah. had dinner there,
then went to sleep. hahas. didn't really sleep well.
was super cold at night.

20th June 2008
we set out early in the morning for some morning
pt. hahas. fun ah. then set out for our base in
the jungle. everywhere was trees and mud and we
have to clear the place and set up our A-frame tent.
hahas. btw we were issued parangs and me and my
buddy, Ali i call him, went around cutting trees.
and probably that's when i got my leg infected,
the people said i cut he wrong tree and the poison
latex got into my leg. hahas. but nevermind, i will
elaborate on my leg later. hahas. spent the whole
morning pitching tent. then we were issued combat
rations, and i started munching on them. hahas.
their combat ration was different from spore one,
theirs have a heater bag, then we have to cook with
the heater bag. hahas. then we had snap shooting with
the M4 rifle i think, which is also known as carbine,
often used by commando. hahas. but before we even start shooting,
it started raining at the open area and everyone was
drenched with sweat and rain. hahas. firing was fun.
then applied camo on my face and went back to the base.
hahas. then we had a little shower in the river and went
back. cooked our own combat rations with the heater bag
and it was time to sleep. hahas. cause it get dark early
there, we have to sleep early. hahas. sentry duty is
boring, especially in the jungle, it's like dark until you
cant see the surrounding. jungle lei, not forest. hahas.
so i had my sentry duty in the middle of the night. hahas.

21th June 2008
there's some big shot coming over to our base so
spent the whole morning tidying up. hahas. they are
mainly Colonel Tay, Commandant of Lakium Camp and
Colonel Aziz of Brunei something. hahas. had a little
talk with them and then had our lunch before going
off for fun shooting. hahas. so we shoot hand gun,
which i don't think the rest of you all can ever
ever get to try in your whole life. hahahas. it's
super super fun. hahas. then had orienteering lesson.
finally i know how to use a compass. it's all about
bearing, which is useless i think, in singapore. hahas.
didn't really understand. hahas. cause the map and
compass were overwhelmed by the brunei people in my
group. hahas. went back, have a little shower again
in the river, and cleared my stomach in the river. hahas.
but it was a flowing stream so nevermind, once in
a life time experience. then i broke my slipper when i
fell and slip down the muddy slope. hahas. the path to the
river was hard, you have to climb, literally climb down
a slope, and up after you took your bath, and usually you
end up dirty again. hahas. we are like living in a world
of mud. hahas. went back and eat dinner, had sentry again,
and it started raining, everywhere was mud. hahas. and
idiots who buried their food in the mud got invaded by
red ants. hahahas. damn funny. because this guy whose
tent is beside me, is a childish 12 yo kid whom
i don't know what is he doing there, (he's from brunei)
and someone who cant sleep before playing fire and
everyday talk and show people porn in his phone, got
invaded by red ants. not that i'm mean or evil, he
deserved it cause when my leg got infected at the last
night, he threw a sponge ball in the bunk and hit my leg,
purposely, to test if it is painful. hahas. but nvm,
back to the point, it's a cold night. hahas. it was raining
all the way. but anyway, this's my last night in jungle so i was
rather happy. hahas.

22th June 2008
hahas. morning woke up, let me tell you, the few days
i spent in Temburong was wearing wet boots and socks
and even my ncc uniform all the way. you can see how
much i stink there. hahas. went to sent the visitors
off before we have our orienteering. hahas. but after going
to brunei, i found out that watching porn is nothing to them and
even some of them visit prostitutes. hahas. back to
the point. hahas. had a mini orienteering,
my group completed it first so had a lot of time to
slack. hahas. then we went back and unpacked the tents
that we built there before heading back to Kampong Mariam.
then we tried out pyrotechnics like real grenade, smoke grenade
and any other stuffs. hahas. and had some search game in the jungle.
hahas. then took our last swim in the river, but something
ghostly happened. it was then later reported that someone
who took a photo of us playing in the river, that the photo
have a small ghost inside it. and probably it was around us
all the time. hahas. so i was lucky i did not see it ah. hahas.
honestly i did not see any ghost in Temburong. hahas.
then we went back, had dinner, then went to sleep.
then we had night pyrotechnics, tried stuffs like flare gun,
and stuffs you use for signals at night. hahas. super fun.
was happy, because tomorrow we will be retuning to the SISPEC standard
de Rimba Camp! no more jungle! hahahas. but i suppose the night
is when my infection started to take effect. hahas. had a little
talk with Staff Sergent Peh from 6SIR i think, before we
went to bed. hahas. which is a debrief by him. hahas. cause
he was also one of the instructor that brought us here. hahas.
and i'm gonna take up the jungle survival course like him,
next time when i go NS. hahas.

23rd June 2008
last day already, but the worst part also. hahas.
cause we have to trek out again. hahas. cleared up
everything in the camp, and packed our field pack,
and i also made my own walking stick for the trekking.
hahas. at that point of time, i knew that my foot
already hurt, it's like a needle poking you but the pain
wont fade off. it's really very painful. i did not
want to report sick then. hahas. cause i knew i wasnt
at my limit. that's my nature, i will go all the way
to the end even though i know i cant take it. hahas.
maybe one day that nature of mine will get me into
trouble. hahas. so we began trekking off after some briefing
and photos. the journey back was easy to me as after
a few days in jungle i was adapted to the terrain there
but it sure was a painful one due to my leg. hahas.
the journey back from easy to me but painful, so went
through everything again but my foot got worse everytime.
in the end we reached outside again and we were damn happy,
just that my legs were like swollen and rot when i took
off my boots. hahas. sit the 5 toner again, back to the port
there where we waited for the landing craft and had our
delicious lunch. okays, i shall talk about the baket arman now,
his name is Arman, CO of serangoon garden sec. he is a
kitten whereby he dont even bathe in river, dont even eat
the combat ration, dont even dare to walk around in the jungle.
his rank is only 2LT i suppose, on his uniform, and he call
himself LTA Arman. he asked my friend Calvin, a guy who sprained
his leg during the jungle training and had to be sent
out by helicopter, to take stuffs for him. he also asked me,
when i already feel like crying when my leg was seriously
very very very very painful to go to like 10m away to take
a photo of his whole body. even the brunei instructors
questioned his abilities as a teacher officer and wonder
how did he become an ncc officer. even his own cadets hate him.
how can he ask an injured guy who cant even walk at that time
to take photo for him. i am so gonna shoot him in the report
to the commandant of ncc. throughout the whole trip he was
ordering people around, thinking of his own interests, and
dont' even help when we were preparing the speech on the last day,
and he only know how to scold but dont know how to demonstrate.
he can seriously go and die and i feel like punching him the
next day. so what the chinese ncc cadets did the next few days,
including me, were just stand beside him and started scolding him
in chinese. hahas. but seriously at that point of time when
we were waiting for the landing craft i already feel like
crying, cause it's like i'm injured and stuck in brunei. hahas.
so we sit the landing craft and bus again back to rimba camp.
hahas. we started washing our stuffs and had a malay traditional
dinner in the canteen. hahas. FYI, their canteen is air-conditioned.
hahas. then had a bath and went to the lousy medical centre which
their paramedics cant even know what happened to my leg.
they only gave me pills and some useless lotions. hahas.
then the arman, once again, shouted at me to hurry up when
the Major Idris, Officer in Command for the camp gave me permissions
to bathe. stupid shit. hahas. but still, nice bed i have back.

24th June 2008
last day in brunei, returning back tomorrow. hahas. went
around sight seeing but it's all like useless cause it's all
stupid places and we went mama shops and arcade during
the sightseeing. hahas. then had lunch by the beach. and the
kuku arman, once again, asked me and calvin, when we both
are injured to let him sit on the chair cause there is no
more seat left. what the hell is that? but nevermind. hahas.
spend most of the time sleeping on the bus. hahas. went back
during afternoon and changed into our formal attire while
waiting for the bus to come. we had our farewell dinner
at Orchid Garden Hotel, suck actually, but it was a really
formal dinner. hahas. have presentation, performance all that.
hahas. today was a slack day. spent most of the time sightseeing
and travelling. but the main thing was the farewell dinner.
hahas. went back, packed my stuffs for departure tomorrow.
and went to sleep. hahas.

25th June 2008
had our last breakfast in brunei. hahas. cleared all the
bunk and everything. hahas. was ready to leave. got some prawn
crackers by the Major there, he's a fun and interesting guy.
took some photos before we leave and board the bus. hahas.
reach the airport and check in our luggage and have to bid goodbye.
hahas. by then me and the spore cadets had already become good
friends. hahahas. and all of us were cursing the arman every moment.
so we got on the plane, and the whole plane was like empty so
we can sit around and run around as we want. hahas. then there's
finally tv in front and i watched 10,000 BC. hahas. nothing much
also. then later, the plane touched down and yes! i'm back
now. hahas. seriously when i was in brunei it felt like i was away
for one month already. hahas. went to see a doctor straight,
he say it's infection and rather serious. but nevermind. hahas.
the sad thing is i cant march in SYF and most slightly i cant take
NCC day. hahas.

so this trip i learned a lot. hahas. experienced a lot too.
i learned to be appreciative of everything around me. not
everything comes so easily. i'm rather fortunate to be
able to attend this course. cause it's a once in a life
time experience. and it's one of the two only course
that allows me to gets two badges. hahahas. this is a very
good experience. learned how to stay in the jungle. hahas.
it was a damn fun trip. but what i made is all good
friends i can say. hahas. learned a lot, think a lot also
during the trip. a lot of practical stuffs. hahas.
so yeah. to the part Bs and part As if you see this,
ICEP is fun. hahas. seriously. dont ever find HQ
boring even though some of the people there sucks. hahas.

CK, Calvin, Me, Idris, Albert

hmm;

2008-05-31T21:44:00.002+08:00

overallbestTAGBACKS;
[geraldine♥] so how's tuition now? hahahas.
[geraldine♥] a lot of ncc stuffs mah. hahahas.
['ANNISA] thanks! hahas. =D
[hi] thanks a lot! hahahas.
[paper] thanks! hahas.
[Michelle] same to you! hahas.
[star gazer] you are? hahahas.
[jiahui] hey! hahahas.
[star gazer] huh? hahas.
[;D] how're you! hahas.
[;D] here mah. hahahas.
[:D] when you free? hahahas.
[Vivien] same to you! hahas.
[valerie(:] wah you fat pig. (x hahahas.
[valerie(:] why? hahahas.
[valerie(:] play with me lei. hahahas.
[jiahui] you're the fat carrot in your ez link card. hahahas.
[hi] how about you? hahas.
[clare] why! hahahas.

whoosh. i'm just back from a
jog from pasir ris to kembangan.
actually i am a guy who loves
travelling like walking from
our school back home last week
and just basically, running around.
hahas. today had part B imt practice.
nothing much also. learned how to
operate the machines there. hahas.
then went to 82 to eat with alvin,
eugene wee and zhengyi, then went
home. hahas.

spec course just ended. hahas. 4
days 3 nights of sispec stay. honestly
what i can say is i love sispec but
i dont want to go sispec next time.
i want to go OCS. hahas. and i got
overall best cadet out of the 200
plus people. hahas. and now my rank
is 2SG. hahas. so yeah, made new
friends there. hahas. learned a lot
a lot a lot of new experiences, new
stuffs, new knowledge. too much to
be written already. it's already in
my head. hahas. and i'm not gonna
blog about how spec course is like,
cause if you want to know, go and
experience it yourself. hahas. but
i'm lucky because my platoon have
a lot of good friends that i made
durign endau rompin trip. hahas.
so yeah. i love the m-16 rifle
now. hahas. but got one thing if
you want advice i can tell you all.
if you want to stand out of the rest,
earn their respect first. that's what
i did. hahas. and a lot a lot of stuffs
larh. hahas. actually i did not really
aim for the best cadet on the first day.
you don't believe you can ask wei en and
you know how sian were we. hahas. then
we started chionging after second day. hahas.
personally i wanted to get the best cadet
because it help to gives the whole company
an assure that their usm is not play play
and not anyhow appointed de. hahas. i really
love HQ a lot now, i don't know why. hahas.
but yeah, i have decided i will try to go
for all HQ courses and be the best out there,
including super numerary and cadet officer
course. hahas.

nothing much larh. quite tired le.
hahas. tmr still have a lot of things
waiting for me to do. hahahas.
ciaosu!

a leader must serve others before
himself.

syfoc;

2008-05-24T18:46:00.002+08:00

peakcapTAGBACKS;
[clare] why? hahahas.
[wenjie] you know mr yeow actually look quite like a child right, then next time you see an identical one wearing same shirt beside him. hahahas. damn cool lei.
[clarissa] okays! hahas. (:
[shiling] how's life! hahahas.
CHERYL(:: OKAY, OR SHOULD I JUST CALL YOU ANSON, HAHA!
CHERYL(:: HELLO YIJUN! HOW'S TALKING CLARE? :D AND HOW'S WEIEN! HAHA.
[Jose] actually can try larh. hahahas. =D
[hi] must have larh! hahas. live life positively! hahas.
[JoSh] why? hahahas.
[EEKWEE] cool. hahas. next time go get rainie number larh. hahahas.
[shelton] okays. hahas.
[:D] you dont want come find me then no hi chew! hahahahas.
[JoS] let's have a part C gathering next time. better fly that fighter plane next time ah. hahahas.
[DaRReN] go play arcade larh. hahahas. if not eat for the last time. hahas. =D
[Eliz] that guy ought to get kicked. hahahas.
[valerie(:] you got anything don't know can ask me. hahas. what ice cream you like? hahas.
[valerie(:] slowly larh. =D hahahas.
[valerie(:] teach me piano larh. hahahas. but ask you you play bball anot. =D
[jiahui] hahahahas. i throw you one truck ah. hahahas.
[Musicalbrat] hahahas. ya lorh. hahas. i think everything before the world ends will be free. hahas.
[clare] hahahas. yeah man. =D
[Vivien] hahahas. must take care okays? =D

oh well oh well. ytd was
the first company training.
was okays larh, nothing much also.
just heard some comments after
trainings that how the training
can be improved. hahas. then
went to army shop and took cab
with eugene loh home. hahas.

then today was the first syfoc
training. hahas. our school is
in the Guards of Honour contigent,
but honestly, HQ drills suck. hahas.
but we carried real M-16 rifle with
the bayonet thingy in front. hahas.
then had 3 combined rehersals in
total. not gonna go into details but
it was really awesome marching with
the band music. hahas. nothing much.
took bus back with our school npcc
people. hahas. btw the ncc girls in
HQ are awesome and super on. hahas.

i got no life. hahas. i have activity
on almost everyday, have to return to
school almost everyday. i will only officially
start lesson on 30 June. hahas. i have
got like 3 camps in my holiday. hahas.
nothing much larh. i will try to go for
as much courses as possible. hahas. i
have got big dreams. hahas. i want to
become a cadet captain in ncc, then i want
to join commando and go to OCS, and i
want to march in NDP with my red beret.
hahas. if you're wondering why i have so
much to do with army stuffs, it was destined.
hahas. my mum wanted me to be an officer
i think, or something related to army, so
you can see the 'jun' word in my chinese
name, which means soldier or army in chinese.
hahas. so, it's all fate. hahahas.

seriously i feel that mr lee is a very
wise guy. hahas. i don't know why but
his words and actions make me feel so.
hahas. i have got a lot to learn. hahas.
it's time to collect comments. hahas.
how do you think of me and what impression
i give you? feel free to tag on my tagboard.
hahas. nothing much larh. can't go gym
tmr. my arms are breaking. hahas. maybe
go for a run. hahas. ciaosu!

when people criticise you,
it's either they want you
to change for your sake,
if not they're jealous of you.

movies;

2008-05-19T22:21:00.004+08:00

madeofhonourTAGBACKS;
[:D] you're lorh! hahahas. stay happy! =D
[Vivien] how did you spend your holiday? hahahas.
[SHERMAINE (:] hahahas. how're your results?
[clare] hahahas. okays!
[clare] hahahas. you lei?
[SHEILA] how are you lala? hahahas.
[Jose] it's cool larh. hahahahas. =D
[peeps] what you mean? hahas.
[jac] how're your results? hahas.
[zheng yi] hahas. chee fong's cute. (x
[DaRRen] look like lei. hahahas.
[CHERYL(:] quite larh. hahahas. (x
[jm] damn fast lorh. hahahas.
[CHERYL(:] yeah. hahahas.
[Jose] chem was fun. hahahas.
[EEKWEE] yeah man! hahahas.
[DaRRen] why? hahahas.
[valerie(:] slowly larh you! hahaahs.
[valerie(:] can what. hahahas.
[valerie(:] teach me lei. hahahas.
[JoS] hahahahas. (x
[GREENIE] yoyoyo! hahahas.
[Vivien] how was yours? hahahas.

hahas. a lot of things had passed.
mye's over, and the results are back.
i must be pretty proud of myself
this time, but i believe my L1R5 is
not a single digit. hahas. i failed
mye emaths, and i'm using it as one
of my R5, so you see what will happen,
even i got the others all A1 and HCL
A2. hahas. but results are not important,
i swear i will eventually get 6. hahas.
i know the road in front is tough,
most of my ncc courses will be clashing
into my studies but i will get it in
the end. hahas. i'm even all set out to
go for supernumerary. hahas. you all may
ask, why am i so hiong and so into ncc?
i owe what i have now to ncc, and another
person. so i have decided to put my best
into ncc and my studies. hahas. but
nevermind, let's talk about the latest
movie in town. hahahas.

slacked a lot this weekend. went to mr yeow's
baby one month old chalet on saturday night.
and let me tell you, the asean forum that i
went on saturday morning was a totally waste
of time, and the worst is that we failed to
find the macdonald in NTU, and thus we failed
to enjoy cheap cheap madcondald meals. hahas.
alright, back to mr yeow's chalet. his baby looks
like his wife i can say. hahas. but he's not cute
yet, babies are only cute when they start running
and bouncing around. hahas. alright, then we gobbled
whatever we can there away and went for the red house!
seriously it's not scary yet outside, but maybe you will
know when you get in. hahahas. then after that a few
of part Cs and i went to chiong downtown east arcade
until 12 plus am i think, until the arcade close. hahas.
alrights, that's my saturday.

sunday, was suppose to go and book 2K chalet with
shermaine, hanyang, adriel and eliz, but in the end
we went to spend most of our money on those scam UFO
machines in downtown east arcade and played our time
away. hahas. that day i was a nice soul. hahas. cause
you know why? i don't know how but i broke loose the lock
of a UFO machine in the arcade which is full of cute cute
mickey mouse soft toys and generally, i opened the window
of the UFO machine. hahas. there's a lot of things i could
do, walk away with the cutest one and act as nothing happened,
grabbed away all the toys in plastic bag and go home, put
the toys at the edges so when i catch they would fall. but
in the end, i told the person in charge there. hahas. cause
i always have this saying in my head, "never do to others if
you don't want others to do to you." hahas. who knows i will
own the world greatest arcade next time and a little boy just
broke open my UFO machine window? hahahas. then we went to
catch the best movie ever to me, Made of Honour. seriously it's
worth watching, even though some of you might say it's a
typical boring love story but it is really touching. hahas.
and the storyline's pretty interesting anyways. it's so
nice that i watch it twice, i watch it again today. hahas.
some malay and chinese people and chinese kicked eliz's chair
in the cinema cause she was talking too loud with adriel. hahas.
and i stared back at them. hahas. if they had scold me, which
they did not, i will grab their balls and run 42km. hahahas. i hate
people who stir trouble, especially those gangsters. hahas.
honestly i'm a person who tends to get violence when i get angry,
and i think i havent got angry this few years in ahs, except
outside school. hahas. i'm a person who dare to fight. hahas.
sometimes i wonder why am i born this way. hahas. i grew up
in fights, i slashed people with penknife before. hahas. i was
really terrible last time. hahas. maybe it's that i have really
changed, that's why i'm able to think things clearly now, cause
i have witnessed many things in my life before. hahas. anyway,
we went home after that. hahas.

alright, i went to catch two movies today, some Vegas show
and Made of Honour again. hahahas. nothing much larh.
slacked my this 3 days off. hahas. seriously there's nothing
much for me to do now. i have finished planning holiday
schedules, planned a lot a lot of things and now waiting
to carry them out. hahas. a lot of people say the world
will end on some day in 2012. i will be 19 then. so what
will you want to do one day before the world ends? feel
free to tag your answer on my tagboard. hahas. to me, i
will tell someone i really love that i love her, then
i will bring her to go see stars. i'm a guy who believe
in fairytales. hahas. there's a lot of things actually in
this world that when you believe, eventually it will come
true some day. hahas. oh ya, someone said he wanted to
chiong geylang. hahahahas. (x

ciaosu!

i wonder when
can i eat in class?